One Last Time: A girl in the crowd

CHAPTER ONE

Dedicated to jasicyalpia

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Chapter One

"We're here!" sigaw ng daddy ko.

Pagkapasok ko sa kwarto ko ay agad akong humiga. And as I lies down, I started to remember all the memories. At hindi ko na namalayan ang biglang pagtulo ng luha ko.

"Tama ba yung ginawa ko?" tanong ko sa sarili ko, "I just did what's right for him."

New place, new life. My life in Seoul was great, hindi lang siguro ako fit sa lugar. Maingay, polluted, maraming tao, at higit sa lahat nandoon siya. Maybe it will be hard to adjust. Pero kailangan kong tanggapin ang consequences ng mga ginawa kong desisyon.

Binuksan ko ang mga bintana, and I felt the cold air brushed my face, as if it was comforting me. Then I got shooked, ang ganda ng scenery! Hindi kagaya sa Seoul na all I can see are just buildings. I closed my eyes to feel the fresh air.

It's like we're dancing,

When I'm with you, I'm not scared of anything.

Be it a second or eternity, I know where I wanna be.

So baby don't go....

Yeah, take me anywhere with you and we'll walk together forever, oh

And if the world is ending i'll be right by your side.

Please don't leave

When the morning comes please dont just disappear.

Please tell me that you will always be right here, oh.

It's as if I'm dreaming.

Don't fly away my beautiful butterfly
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Memories. I remember the first time kaming nag-away, nag-compose sya ng song just for me. We made a promise that we won't leave each other, no matter what; till death do us part. Pero anong ginawa ko? Ako yung nang-iwan, at ngayon ako ang nagluluksa. We promised each other that even if the world ends, we will never ever leave was each other behind. I'm such a liar. Simpleng promise hindi ko matupad, ang sama-sama ko.

I'm so lucky that he became my boyfriend. Naparamdam nya sa akin na may karapatan akong magmahal, at ipinaramdam nya sa akin na may nagmamahal sa'kin. Kahit papaano naging masaya ako, kahit papaano hindi ko naisip yung mga bagay-bagay sa buhay ko. Kahit papaano nakalimutan ko ang aking mga problema na hinding-hindi ko maipagtapat sa kanya.

"What if I never met you? Hindi siguro naging ganito ka lungkot yung buhay ko." I said as I wiped the last of my tears.

I heard a knock on my door, cue for my mother to came in.

"Here we go again, things will not work out for you, if you will keep on crying. Hindi mawawala ang sakit dyan sa puso mo kung patuloy kalang na ganyan." my mother gave out a heavy sigh.

"It's been three months since you broke up with him, iyak ka lang ng iyak. Kaya namin naisipan na lumipat ng bahay dahil ayaw naming makita kang palaging ganyan. Matagal ka na nyang kinalimutan Scarlet, kaya ngayon, sana, kalimutan mo na rin sya." after that umalis na yung mama ko.

She left me hanging, just like what I did to him.I just snapped the thought out. Mother was right, hindi to mawawala ang sakit kung hindi ko sya kakalimutan, matagal na nya rin akong nakalimutan. Dahil kung hindi, he shoud've send me a message though SNS.