Well as you can tell just from the sarcasm dripping from the title that I an just fucking dandy.
Don't you just damn love it when the ones you used to call family and would hang out with every night suddenly forgets you even exist?
Or that you don't matter as much to them as you originally thought?
What can I say, I got my moms luck. I'm just a forgettable and abandonable person. You can always count on me to help you through the rough, be there through the thin and say oh it's alright I'm fine when you finally decide to leave.
Because apparently that's all I'm good for.
The ones I still would love to call my best friends replaced me. To be honest, I'm not really surprised. Its just a thing that constantly happens. I don't even know why I try to even kid myself anymore. I'm not the kind of person people will always call their best friend or even their sibling. Sure, maybe a year hell even five but everyone else eventuality leave.
Hell the people I talk to don't even get the subtle hints I give when I need someone. Yet even when messaging them I can tell what exactly is on their mind.
I always put more effort in than I ever get back.
Hell. My best friend even found a new best friend of their own and they're beginning to leave me behind.
Don't say you're not. I know the signs. Barely messaging or talking anymore. Half assed excuses as of to why we can't hang out, only talking about your new friends.
I just really thought it would be different this time.
But I'm just the type of person people leave after awhile.
