That day when i met the coffee shop boy (a George Shelley fanfic)

Breaking point

8998 days (Sequel)

A George Shelley fanfic - part 30

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-George's POV-

I woke up by the sound of my alarm buzzing at 6:00am, I groaned as I rolled out of bed. I had to get ready as today we were working on our new single, we were deciding the title of it. I got dressed and ready and looked at my phone, I sighed as I recognised the picture of me and Katie kissing on the beach one day, I missed her so much, but she had already forgotten me, and gone out on a date with this fucking Joe guy. Who the fuck does he think he is? Does he know she's taken, just because we are miles away doesn't make her single?! Rage flooded through my body, I threw my phone on the floor, I was loosing her, I was really loosing her...

Yesterday she message me in Skype,

From Katie,

I love you.

I ignored her message, yesterday I was just so pissed off, not that I wasn't now, my god I still am, but I love her too, so much. Everyday I was getting worse and worse, not talking to anyone, tweeting less. I wanted to forget everyone, it annoyed me, the boys keep asking me if I'm alright, I just want to be left alone! All because I was loosing my soul mate...the truth was, I wasn't alright, I was a complete wreck inside, I wanted to die. I don't know what I'll do without her...

The aggressive nature that was hidden within me lashed out, I grabbed the framed picture of me and her on my bedside table and threw it on the floor, I screamed in anger. I wanted to find this Joe guy, I had enough rage I would hit him, ill hit him and hit him until his nose bleeds and I would keep on going, I could kill him for all I know, I hated him so much, hated him. I fell on the floor in a heap if tears, I bet Katie is having the time if her life, snogging the face of that boy, she's 19 and we haven't had sex, it was a strong topic, she always felt so awkward when the subject was brought up, I knew she was a virgin... But at 19...I felt bad, I should be her first, it was so hard and annoying I couldn't, Xfactor got in the way, I barley saw her... But now she's out in Australia, thinking, 'oh a new me' and doing all these crazy things. I bet also, that Joe guy is just trying to get in her pants and have sex, and she'll fall for it and let him, he'll be saying all these things that will make her fall for him...he wouldn't even care for her...

My thoughts interrupted as my phone buzzed, I looked at the caller ID, Josh, I picked up

"George where are you mate? The meeting is in five minutes, we were told to get here 15 minutes early"

Shit... I was too busy thinking about my shit life I forgot about the meeting, fucks sake

"Fucking hell Josh I'm sorry I'm not all goody-two shoes like you, I'm running late, ill be there soon"

I said and slammed the phone down, without Katie, I was getting quite aggressive, I was taking it out in the boys the most, but not just them, managers, meetings, fans... Yet, when I did lash out, I didn't care, it was like they were getting I'm my way, I don't need nobody, I don't want nobody, I don't want any of them people, I just want Katie, but that's not going too happen, so fuck it, this is who I am and they just have to live with it!

I arrived at the meeting half an hour late, I had already missed half of it, which was the most important part according to our boss who gave me a whole speech about our reputation and shit which I obviously did not listen too. when I walked in everyone gave me evils, I just glared back, didn't caring about what they had to think about me... After the long discussion about the single which I now couldn't care less about, we decided it was called Carry You, which to me is a little bit pathetic as it reminds me of some sort of baby, which is what it is not meant to be about, and that it will be up-tempo, which was the only thing I was happy about. Afterwards we got a long list of rehearsals and meetings and signings Ect which I wasn't look forward and then a load of paperwork to sign and fill in.