I'm suicidal once againWishing that things would just endBecause I'm tired of feeling the pain I'm inI just want to stop happening to pretend That happiness will then lennedBecause no mater what I feelEverything seems so realAnd I always want to killThe big big dealThat every time one goes wrong I have to kneelAt the fact that my life has a sealAnd every thing will never healYou should never tell me to chillBecause guess what? You have shown me the pillMy life has a bill That I must pay or I will just keep going down hill
