If you don't have feelings
You don't have to cry
If you don't feel them
You'll know why
You won't then
Have to say good bye
I wish I didn't care
I wouldn't have feelings to denie
Every time I cry
It feels like suicide
My heart yet again has been reminded
Why I never want to feel
The pain that will never heal
As I stand there and see you lie
It makes me feel like I want to fight
As the red raises high
I soon will see you finally die
I need my blade
I need my bottle
I'm in a cave
Not a novel
Slice! My skin screams
Drowning, my heart says
Maybe one day
I'll be better off dead
