Look at it this way, they'll be in a better place and not suffering. God has his hands on them and will take very good care of them. As time passes and heaven calls, things will getting better. It may never be ok or alright because it's not, but you will be able to look back at the good memories that you had with them instead of the bad. I know I still struggle with this myself, but I'm starting to be able to cope with it. Yes it still hurts and yes I want to give up and feel lifeless, but it does get better. I promise. You were there for someone else and now they're here for you. It took me this long just to be able to talk about it and I still struggle, but I know for a fact that there is always happiness around the corner.
