Sometimes I wonder What life would be like if you hadn't destroyed yourself
I never though that I would find myself hating you
You have pushed me to the ledge and by the end I want nothing to do with you
You have led a suffering and left me wondering why would I want to be like you
How could you try yourself before the world when you had to chance to save yourself
Every time I think of you
I want nothing to do
With anything of your past regrets
So as I down the bottle to its every last drop
I want you to realize that it was you who killed me
So I tied myself to this post I call safety
And maybe you will see why my mind has slipped the very last thought of love
You have a color card your color green that to me it makes me see
That you're new when in reality you are very grey white as day an empty space meaning nothing to me
I just wish I could wash away all the memories of us today
Because it would have been better if I never have known you
The Devils gateway to everything to make us change and believe they're our only escape from life
Don't talk to me for you're words are infectious to my hearing
Don't look at me for you're eyes are like daggers that stab me in the spine
Don't be in my life for you are a trigger that triggers everything in me
Don't touch me for your hands are cold that freezes my feelings inside
