Before I met you

But on his feet he died

Cas' POV

I'm worried for Dean. I'm not sure what was wrong with him, but I'm sure he'll tell me when the time is right.

I walk Dean to our class with my arm around his waist holding him close. We sit together and wait for the bell to ring.

I'm about to ask Dean what happened when he starts speaking. "I'm sorry if I scared you. I just needed some time alone." He looks at me and gives a forced smile.

I frown at him, but I know that he's uncomfortable so I just say, "it's okay. I just thought you'd be at your locker. But when I couldn't find you it scared me." I think if I want to ask then go ahead. "Care to tell me where you were and what you were doing?"

He grimaces at me but says, "I'll tell you later. Come over to my house tonight." The bell rings and science begins.
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At the end of the day I go to Deans house. I knock on the door and see someone much younger than me. Looks to be thirteen but he's very tall for a thirteen year old. "You here for Dean?"

"Yeah, is he here?" I look at him hopeful he'll go as he yells Deans name. Dean comes running down the steps wearing a new pair of glasses and his school clothes.

"What do you need Sammy? Oh, hi Cas." So this boy was named Sam, okay. "Come on let's go to my room."

Sam steps out of the way and I follow Dean up the steps. He takes me to his room and sits on his bed. I go over to his computer chair and sit there. "So are you ready to tell me?" I ask this cautiously like I'm talking to a scared dog. He sighs then looks up at me. He has a sad expression on his face so I stand up, sit next to him, and put my hand on his knee. He looks great-full at my doing.

He starts to roll up one of his sleeves. I look down and see millions of cuts. Some of them are new some look old. "How many more do you have?" 

"There are some on my thighs and my other arm." I look at his arm in front of me and grab it.

I start to kiss each and every cut and scar on his arm. I can hear him crying as I do this. I look up and wipe the tears from his face. I hold him in a tight embrace and we stay like that for a while.
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Ok yes I know. Stupid chapter. More of a filler. But next chapter I'm going to make their date. So look forward to that.