I'm used to it

Chapter 5

When i woke up, i found myself alone in the big bed. "Liam? Liam?" I screamed and Liam came in a couple minutes later. "What? Something wrong?" He looked around in the room. "No, i just.. Nevermind, what time is it?" Liam looked on his watch. "08.15 am why?" My eyes widened and i jumped out bed into the bathroom. I searched for a brush to brush my hair and looked for a toothbrush. "What's wrong?" I heard Liam scream from the other room. "I HAVE SCHOOL IN 15 MINUTES! I need a brush and a toothbrush!" I yelled back. Liam gave me a brush and a toothbrush and i was going as fast as i could. I went to the livingroom and took my hoodie. "You're not gonna wear that right? There's blood on it, here take mine. It may be too big but that's better than nothing. I have a top from Danielle here somewhere, she left it here.. You should wear that because your top is kinda dirty.." He gave me his hoodie and searched for the top. He came back with the top, it was beautiful. It was a blue one with some sparkles. I put on the top and turned around so i faced Liam. "It looks beautiful on you." He smiled and grabbed his keys. "I'll drive you, you'll be in time!"

"Thank you.." I said quiet and opened the car door to get out of the car. "Call me if something is wrong okay, if you want to we can hang out tomorrow? I have a meeting today." I nodded and got out of the car. A little smile appeared on my face and i went inside the school building. When i came in the bell rang, wow just in time. I walked to my classroom knowing that everybody will stare at me because i'm probably the last one. I entered the classroom and i was right everyone was looking at me and whispering things to each other. It doesn't matter, i'm used to it. I took my seat in the back and rested my head on the desk. I let my eyes wander through the classroom and i saw no Sophia. Suddenly the whole class turned their heads to the door. There was Sophia, snogging of a guy his face. I saw it was Mitchell, a popular football player. Known as the playboy from school. I heard they were dating, i bet he just takes her to fuck but that's okay, it's her problem. She laughed at him and walked into the classroom with a big smile until she saw me and gave me dead glance. She went to her seat next to Carol. Our teacher walked in, and i already knew that this was gonna be a long day..

The bell rang and everyone went out of the classroom. I made my way to the cafeteria to buy me a lunch. I was starving! I waited till it was my turn and orderd some salad with chicken. I grabbed the bag with my luch and went outside, the sun was shining bright and i haven't seen Sophia outside yet so my day is going good for now. I settled myself down under a tree and ate my salad. I love the sun, it makes me a little bit happier living in this hell. And the fact that Sophia still hasn't killed me helps a lot too. I felt my phone buzzing in my pocket, i grabbed my phone and saw i had a text from Liam.

From: Liam ♡

Are you okay? x

I found myself smiling at his text but got interrupted by a bitchy voice and i already knew who that was.. Sophia. I looked up and saw Dena standing beside her, they both had a smile on their faces.

"Aww, who are you texting baby?"

"Nobody."

"Yeah of course not, who would text you hahaha and what are you even wearing? Is that from your dad?"

I didn't answer, if she only knew it was Liam his jacket.. She'd probably steal it and sell it on ebay for a lot of money. They both raised their eyebrows waiting for me to answer but i didn't. I looked down and i got kicked down. My head hit the ground and i heard them laughing. "That was for yesterday, weirdo!" They laughed and walked away. A tear rolled down my cheek, it's always the same. And like always people look at me, but nobody helps me. But that doens't matter, i'm used to it. I grabbed my bag and went to the toilet and locked myself. A couple of tears escaped my eyes but i wiped them away. My head was pouding like crazy, she really hurt me this time. I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and texted back to Liam.

To: Liam ♡

I'm fine, don't worry x

I made my way back to the classroom because i wanted to be there before anybody else. I can't wait to get out of this hell actually. It's ruining me, mostly the people here. The bell rang and more and more people started to walk into the classroom. And of course Sophia, Nicole, Dena and Carol came in last. Sophia hand in hand with her new lovely boyfriend being all kissy kissy. I'm about the puke. She kissed him goodbye and he left the classroom. Sophia took the chair in front me, this is gonna be fun.. She looked at me with disgust. Not again..

"Don't look at him, he's mine. It's not like he knows you anyway hahahah! What the hell hahah hey guys listen up! She's wearing a hoodie from her dad!"

"It's not!"

"From who is it then? Let me see the size!! I'm sure it's from your dad!"

"No!"

She started to pull on Liam his hoodie but i refuse to let her win. The whole class was watching and laughing while Sophia kept pulling on the hoodie. She hits me in the face and suddenly ripped the hoodie because she pulled to hard. No, no, no, no she ripped Liam his hoodie. What do i need to tell him? It's my fault, fuck i can't do fucking anything good! "Oops, sorry hunny! Tell your dad i'm so so so sorry!" She laughed and turned around so i was facing her back. I wanted to rip all of her hair out! What do i need to tell Liam? 'Oh hey Liam thanks for your hoodie but it's ripped i'm sorry'? He's gonna hate me, i just met him and he's gonna hate me already. Everyone hates me, i'm used to it.

So i'm in class wearing a ripped hoodie, nice.. Now people will think i'm broke or homeless. I really want to get out of this place. Luckily this was the last period because our other teacher was sick. We had biology, one of my favorite classes. The lesson was over in no time and i went to my locker to put my books away. I closed my locker and saw Carol walking down the stairs. I've been hit enough for today, i ran outside the building and made my way home. Like always i walked through the park and i couldn't stop myself from smiling when i walked past that special tree where i met Liam. I arrived at my house and unlocked my door. I threw my bag on the ground and made my way to the bathroom. I looked into the mirror and let my eyes wander over my face. I've got 2 new bruises, and where Sophia kicked me was a little bump. I let out a big sigh, i look like shit. My life is such a mess, i wonder how people can keep living like this because i can't do it anymore. I changed into my pyjama and went to bed. A tear escaped from my eye, i'm so tired of this life. I really had enough, it's been going on for too long. I can't take this anymore.. Just when i wanted to put my phone away i got a text.

From: Liam ♡

Is it okay if i pick you up tomorrow around 1 pm? Can you give me your address?x

To: Liam ♡

Yeah sure, it's Russel St 2 x

What do i have to tell him about the hoodie tomorrow? I hope he won't get mad.. It wasn't actually my fault but still.. I put my phone away and closed my eyes. I slowly drifted off in a sleep dreaming about a happy life. A life where i would be happy, a life i could only dream of.

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A/N:

HARRY REALLY LOOKED SO HOT AT THE  BURBERRY FASHION SHOW!

Okay, i hope you liked it :)

xoxo Fem