Does love end?

chapter 17 'perfect part 2"

Zayn spoke again "Well nobody is perfect so you are fake" he said and I was happy for a moment but I stared crying. Zayn had kidnap me and said I'm perfect but again he said I'm not. This is just too much for me to handle. I looked at Zayn a final time and spoke "When am I getting out of here?" "When I get in your pants" he said with a smirk. I can't believe him right now. "So never?"  I said back and went to his room. As you can tell me and Zayn were Best friends when we were younger and I know everything about him and his house. I used to come here every day since that day I rejected him.

-Flashback- when we were 17 (A/N they are 18 now)

I was walking to my best friends house. As I reached and I got greeted by his mother 'Hello darling" she said to me "Hey, where is Zayn he said he want to talk to me?" I asked "Well yeah honey he is in his room" she said and I walked upstairs "Hey Zaynie" I said giving him an old nickname I made up "Hey li" he said back "So what's up? You said you wanna talk?" I said to him "Well…' he trailed of "well?"I said back "Ugh I just don’t want to be friends anymore" he said and I was hurt "I  want to be more" he said again but I didn’t like Zayn that way he was more like my brother not something like that "Um I'm sorry Zayn I thinking staying friends is better" I said sadly he just looked at me with hurt and then his eyes changed to anger? "Get out" he said I looked at him scared "I SAID GET OUT" he said harshly and I went out of his house.

-Flashback over-

Tears were falling down my eyes. I plopped on Zayns bed when I heard him coming inside the room. He was next to me and his head next to my hand. We were looking in each other eyes and I don’t know what I felt but I felt something. I saw guilt in his eyes then it turn into dark. He had a devilish smile and pushed me of the bed "Your sleeping on the floor bitch" he said. I pulled some cover from the floor and started sobbing to myself quietly. Why? Why did he do all this? I just want to know.

I turned to Zayn and he was playing with his phone.

Zayn POV

Today was a mess I almost told Lily she was perfect. Well I told her but I covered up myself. I was in the living room alone so I decided to go check on Lily. I went inside my room and saw her peacefully under the cover with her head out with no emotions I crawled next to her with her hands next to my head. We were staring into each other's eyes and it felt so right but then I snapped out of it. Zayn you hate her you need to do something so I thought about the best thing is to push her of the bed I did and she fell to the ground. I saw her bring her own blanket and she was sobbing quietly I felt guilt take over me but I pushed it away and took my phone out to stop me from thinking. I saw Lily eyeing me and she asked "Why?" was all she said. She was looking at me with pain and hurt in her red puffy eyes. I couldn’t answer why? Why was I hurting her? She caused me pain but she deserves it. I didn’t know how to answer so I ignored her. I put my phone on the bed and drifted to deep sleep.

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