Does love end?

Chapter 19 "Who is he.?"

I decided to walk to vic and Zayn house since I know the place and the address so well.

It was like my other house, when my mother would get mad at me I'd go there and me and zany would sit in bed all day and just relax..

Stop thinking about him

U don’t need him nor want him.

I brushed zayn thoughts out of my mind and thought about the guy in the hospital.

He kept saying sorry and crying.

Could he be Jake or maybe kian?

Or maybe Zayn?

I don’t think zayn would do such a think like c'mon he is zayn..

I need to talk to one of the boys.. I think jake is better than kian cause if I said something to kian I know he will report it to Zayn and I don’t want that.

I called Vic telling her that I would be meeting a friend and won't be coming till 2 hours.

Searched for Jake in my contacts till I found him..

"Lilly?"

He asked a soon as he answered

"Yeah jake its me, I know it weird but can we meet up? Maybe in 5? But don’t tell anyone please?"

I said to him hoping he will accept the offer.

"Yeah sure but what for?"

"You'll know when we get there.. now meet me at starbucks.. the one down the road"

"Kk see u then bye"

He said and hung up.

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I reached starbucks

As soon I opened the door Jake was there.

How did u get here so fast?"

I asked him, cuz I was quiet shocked to see him here before me

"I didn’t get here just now.. I was here since 2 hours, I've been working"

"For what?"

"nothing important, so why did u want me here?"

"Um, well this may sound weird but did you visit me when I was at the hospital in maybe 2 days ago?"

"You were in the hospital? What for?"

He asked

"Yeah I was its not important.. so u weren't there?"

"no why would I be"

"Just asking, is there is any chance that kian did?"

I asked hoping for a good answer.

"No he didn’t he's out of town for the past 4 days"

"Well ok thanks I need to go now, take care byee!"

I stood up and walked out..

Who is he.. I really need to know.

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Jake POV

This girl is pretty strong like she just came out of the hospital and she still looks stronger and beautiful more than ever.

Jake did u just say beautiful?

Shut up.. u cant.. u wont

Well I really know the reason she was at the hospital and I know who was there.. I just didn’t want to tell her..

I couldn’t bring myself too.

I know she still loves zayn and if I told her it was him she'd give in to him so easily, I can't let her do that? That jerk will rip her apart.. she'd fall.. I know she  is strong but zayn is her weakness.. I can tell behind every disgusted look there is a loving one.. and every hate comment I can see that she want to change it to a love one..

I can't let her go back to him…

I care about her. More than I should and that is very bad..

I can't be falling for her..

No..

I walked out of starbucks and headed to the only place I feel like home so I can calm myself and think about everything. The beach.

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Zayn POV

Vic was really understanding.

She didn’t leave me alone any second.

Vic told me  that Lily would be saying with us for the upcoming days. I wanna see her so bad but I can't and I know I'm not suppose too. I made a promise to myself that I won't come inside her life again.. she deserve to live her life without a jerk like me in it.

I  was packing to go and stay with Jake since kian is out of town.

I walked out of my room and before Lily could arrive. I opened y car door but before I could leave I saw her. She looked beautiful I couldn’t deny it.. the dress was fitting her little body and made her look amazing.

She was making that thinking face she always do when she thinks deeply.  Her lips were pouting a little while she bit the inside of her cheek. I drove so Lily wouldn’t be able to see me.

I finally saw her..

i know i didnt keep the promise sorry..

but here is a chap hope u lke it <3

i love u all <3

'Noura