tfw you slowly stop shipping phan but ur still writing a fanfic about them

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hey guys i know its been like ten years since i talked to you or updated my story and thats because ive been stressed with enrolling in school, piles and piles of work, so so many doctor appointments, going to an art class then enrolling in piano classes while trying to find a job i havent really had much time to do anything, but the real reason i didnt update is because i dont have a laptop and i didnt have the  wattpad app and i didnt want to write it all on chrome because it would just end with me crying on the floor. but i have something i can write it on so its cool now.

but anyways like always im here to complain about my shitty yet not so shitty life and today im here to complain about the fact i dont really wanna write the phanfic im working on bc i started feeling like its disrespectful to them to conspire about them being together  weather its just in a fanfic or irl and i dont want to make them feel uncomfortable or make a toxic environment for them so ive been slowly leaning towards fictional characters bc i can ship them all i want without feeling bad about it.

sooooooo im not 100% sure if i wanna stop it or not, but until then im only gonna be writing out the chapters without posting them, so just in case i decide i wanna keep it going i wont need to rush 20 chapters but anyways i only wrote this so i could procrastinate on my french so byeeeeeeee  

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