Sweater Weather//phan

I FINALLY UPDATED

(a/n) again sorry for not updating. i had a really shitty day. but i have updated now and that's all that matters! enjoy :)

Dan shuffled to the car and opened the door. he was hesitant to sit down as he knew that it would mean him talking about Phil.

"coming?" Louise asked pulling Dan out of his trance.

"y-yeah" Dan replied softly getting into the car closing the door behind him. it felt weird to be in the company of someone else. those weeks felt like years without Phil.

he remained quiet most of the way there, curled up in the corner, the AC making his eyes slightly water from the cold. Louise decided to refrain from asking him anything, not wanting to push him.

Dan couldn't stop thinking. what happened to make them end up here? he knew exactly what happened but he didn't want to accept it. how come it couldn't of just been another argument that they could make up? that would end in tears until one of them came into the others room to apologize? that they would end up sleeping together all curled up knowing that it didn't hurt them or their relationship? that it would all be ok in the morning? he didn't understand why this had to happen. why they both had to push each other over the edge. for it all to go away. everything they had. why?

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(a/n) hi!! again sorry for not updating. also sorry this chapter was short i'm working on the next now!! life is eh rn but i just knew i had to update and it's made me happier :) i hope you enjoyed it! (i went back to find the song in the video thing and i cried listening to it haha why am i like this??)

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