Sweater Weather//phan

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(a/n) i finally found a song so i changed it. anyways, enjoy!
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Dan woke up, yawning and turning to his right expecting Phil to be there.

it all came back to him, the yelling, the tears, how Phil quickly packed his bags and slammed the door; leaving Dan alone in their flat. the bright vibes that seemed cruel and mocking as he slid down the door, tears falling down his face.

Dan turned on his back and looked up at the ceiling of his bedroom. a lump formed in his throat as he fought back tears. it was too quiet without Phil there. Phil's goofy smile Dan had become so used to was no where to be seen.

it's all your fault
kept playing in his head as he lay in the bed.

no one had heard from him or Phil after what happened and people were starting to notice.

Dan looked down at his phone and saw the many text messages from friends. Dan was starting to become hopeless. he picked up his phone and looked through his contacts to find Louise. when he found her contact, he hesitated. when he finally clicked on her contact to call her, he was met with the voice of Louise who was ranting about how she was worried sick, asking him if he was ok so many times.

Dan stayed silent.

he wasn't ok.

"could you come pick me up?" Dan said with a shaky voice when Louise finally calmed down.

"Dan are you ok? you sound like you've been crying.." Louise responded, her voice full of worry.

"uh..n-no not really. could you just come pick me up please?"

"ok, I'll be there in five" Louise said quickly and hung up the phone.

Dan sighed and carelessly dropped his phone onto the bed. he walked into the bathroom and splashed water on his face, still flushed from crying. he looked at what he was wearing, Phil's hoodie and some sweatpants with black socks. he looked a mess. Dan didn't care as he went back into the bedroom and sat on the bed.

the flat really did seem empty without Phil around and it was killing Dan. he heard a knock on the door and went over to it.

"it's open" he spoke quietly.

the door opened and Louise came in rushing to Dan. she hugged him tightly and looked at his face before pulling him closer.

"Dan are you ok?? what happened?!" she said, frantic and with worry.

Dan looked down. he couldn't look at Louise, he knew it would make him even more upset.

"Dan?" Louise spoke softly, letting him go from her embrace.

"i can explain on the way to yours. can we just go please?" he was shaky and quiet with his words.

"yeah-yeah ok" Louise told him.

he grabbed his worn down, white shoes and slide them on. he got up and grabbed his phone before he left with Louise. he didn't have the heart to look at the flat, it's mocking tone would make him break down. so he just quietly closed the door behind him.
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(a/n) hello! so this was fun to write. i honestly couldn't stop writing. turns out that drinking cold peppermint tea in an oversized sweater and socks that go to my knees is one of the only ways i can write. also, The Neighbourhood is so good like??? yeah i was listening to that when i wrote this. sorry if this is bad, i wasn't writing at 2am this time so i really don't have an excuse this time whoops. bye friends!! :)