Ricky's confessions

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Amy POV 

Fuck Ricky wants to move here. I'm pregnant and he only found out because of Bob. I don't want to tell him who the father is. I just want him to pretend like he doesn't know. Ricky has seen my bedroom, so he knows two of my secrets now. I've missed Ricky and John so much but I don't want to be rescued this time. I need to go through this alone. I need some time to just be me. I've reached the point in my pregnancy where I'm horny has fuck. He keeps kissing me and as much as I love it and him I kind of wish he'd just leave, and go back to California already. I'll talk to him tomorrow. Grrr. What a mess. I lay down in bed and pass out. 

Ricky POV 

I can't believe Amy is pregnant and she had us believing she had a miscarriage. She says she hasn't told anyone. Which means her family doesn't know. Good thing they don't know I'm here.  I'm still shocked by her bedroom. Oh well, my apartment is the same way. It feels so good to kiss her again, and hold her. I wish she had let me stay the night again. I'm going to go home and John and I will move here like we should have in the first place. I'm going to get Amy breakfast tomorrow from that place she always went to when she was here for that teen mother music program. I lay down and pass out. 

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Time jump to next morning

Ricky's morning 

It's 7:30 and I'm about to go get breakfast, but I'm going to text Amy first. I miss Amy. I had that dream again. God, I wish that dream was reality. 

Text to Amy from Ricky: Text me when you wake up, I'll bring you breakfast from that place you like. What would you like?

Amy's morning

It's 8:30 and I'm up and ready to deal with this day. I need to text Ben to see what he wanted, the other night. 

Text from Amy to Ben: What's up Ben, what did you need to tell me? Btw, Ricky knows I'm pregnant. I'm not telling him who the father is though. So if he asks don't say anything. 

Text from Amy to Ricky: I made coffee. I'll make myself eggs, don't worry about me. I'm fine. Come over whenever, I'm free today. 

Text from Ricky to Amy: Eggs two days in a row? I'm on my way, I already have pancakes for you with chocolate chips, with maple syrup. Be there in five minutes. 

Text from Ben to Amy: I'm moving back to California, after the baby is born. I won't tell Ricky who the father is. Just let me know what you tell him, so we can have the same story. 

Amy calls Ben: "Hello" Ben answers the phone. 

"Ben, you're not the father, you aren't part of this, if you want to move back just move back now, I told you, hang on Ricky is here...*opens the door* come on in I'll be off in a minute. *Ricky walks in and gets coffee.* I told you the baby is being adopted and I'm putting unknown as the father, so I don't need permission, from the father to give the baby up for adoption." Amy says to Ben. 

"Are you sure that's best, why not just be honest and tell Ricky the truth?" Ben replies

"I can't, you know I can't and I can't raise a baby right now. Even if I could, John would grow up hating me, it'd be like I just replaced him with her. This pregnancy is the whole reason I stayed away this long. I just can't believe it's practically like high school over again, sorta. Only...well you know. I gotta go I'll talk to you later." 

Amy puts her phone down. 

"First of all, good morning, second it wouldn't be like you replaced John, Amy. I told you I want to move here, I already dropped out of school. Leo will let me transfer. We have daycare covered. We could raise the baby together. Who is the father, anyways? I know you know who the father is." Ricky says to Amy while getting coffee and unpacking food. 

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