understand (MurdererStuck/Criminalstuck)

6.broken bottles

(An: I don't know if SATs are just an English thing but there a big [kinda pointless] test we do in our last year of primary/junior school. And sorry if this is a little hard to follow)

Your are suddenly 10 years old. This is the past... You name is Jake English. Your grandma adopted you and your younger sister jade when you were 8. You stayed in England for awhile but then you all moved to America. Since the move all you heard was people making fun of you for you ascent and glasses and taste in movies and anything they can think of.
You try to not let there words harm you but you do like America for 1 reason. You best friends Jane and Roxy and your boyfriend dirk strider. You 4 are like 4 peas in a pod... Your pretty sure that makes sense.
jane is also your second cousin since her nan is your grandma's sister but you are so close your practically brother and sister. She lived to bake unlike Roxy who seemed to live to drink. Roxy was funny though and very sweet and smart. She could cheer anyone up easily. Then there was dirk. Dirk strider was your boyfriend and had been for quite some time. He was 'the cool kid' of your year group untill they found out he was gay and worst of all dating you. He didn't care though he said all of them who aren't friends with him now, Becouse of you, Weren't his friends at all. Roxy was the only one who went from cool to still be friends with dirk. They were also like brother and sister. Dirk did have one problem you were trying to stop before it got to bad. Dirk was making his way to become the best ID and paperwork forger in America. You keep trying to get him to quit but you keep hearing about the people he sells them to and they are getting more dangerous by the trade. He's own words "law doesn't need to apply if it's for the grater good? Does it?" It was true that he gave most of the money to cancer research since both yours and Jane's grandmothers suffered.
Jane's nanna had skin cancer but died in a car crash... Yours had terminal lung cancer.
The doctors said she had a month to live about a year ago so she been doing awesomely good but she gotten a lot worse recently.
You are currently watching jade and the other 3's siblings (dave, rose and John) running riot in the park as 7 year olds love to do.
Dave was Dirk's little bro he seemed quite shy sometime though and had a smaller pair of Dirk's shades he wore everywhere untill his last birthday when John got him some aviators that were a bit big so dirk bent the arms around for him.
Rose was Roxy's sister she was extremely smart and defently knew her way with sarcasm, she does seem quite sad alot of the time but seems happy when she's with her friends.
Then theres John. John was almost as much of a younger sibling as jade was to you. He always making movie references and saying silly jokes so you got along. Jane said it was almost like you were twins since you looked alike too. You look over to jade checking she was ok before you thoughts were Interrupted by jane. "Jake? Come on we all answers your go." You looked confused as she and Roxy rolled there eyes. "What were you like when you were 7?"

You freeze.

You could remember when you were 7 you still had a family... If you could call it that. jade was only 4.
Your mum had long day hair that ombred from brown to black at the top naturally her eyes were jade green and calm but her face was often bruised. Jade had the same eyes and soft smile that killed you everytime.

Then there was your dad
Your dad had short blonde hair and dark green eyes that matched your own. You hated your eyes. Your dad never wanted kids this you could prove with the photos that were used at the trial. Your dad only wanted a wife... Not a person.When You were younger your dad always dragged you to his side and you obayaed untill jade was born. Now you always try to stand up for them. You could hold him off of jade when she was little. Nowadays she blocks herself in the bathroom when ever he starts throwing punches. It was only recently you started telling him to stop when he hurt your mum straight away.

He diddnt like it.

He had just beaten mum again and you'd tried to stop him but... but you diddnt relise he had a bottle. It smashed across you head and black and blue face. You felt your head hit the floor. He left the room and you felt someone lift you up, tears hitting your face as you opened your eyes you saw your mum cradling you blood running off her face not as fast as the tears.
You look around...
Where was he...
You heard jade scream.
You got up swaying a bit. You mum said for you to stay with her. 'If he hurts jade I'm going to kill him!' you think to yourself as you grab his penknife off the counter. And walk up stairs to see the bathroom door on the floor fallen off its hinge. You walk up to peer into the bathroom to see her still. Blood on the bathtub and floor. Your dad upon seeing you walks towards you. "You killed her!" You screamed walking backwards "you killed her!".
He pushed you and you fell down the stairs hitting your head on a wall at the bottom. The world was spinning more as you started to cry in pain and sorrow. he crouched down in front of you. You gripped the knife as he went to punch you. "I've had enough of you. Your just a stupid cry baby always getting in my way. " he said holding a shard of glass to you neck. When did he get that?
You feel a soft singing pain as blood runs down from you neck. Your tears flow. "I want my mummy... Mummy help... Mummy" you cry as you see your mother stubble into veiw looking scard and shocked.