Maxons Choice

Chapter 9

Three Months Later

"Maxon please listen to me, he kissed me I told him no, you have to believe me. Do you really think I would cheat on you? I love you, and when to people love each other they believe each other." I yell trying to make him stop from walking away from me. 

I love him. It's simple. I can't loose him again over something I didn't even want. He turns back to me with emotionless eyes and I know he's still furious.

"Tell me, is it even mine, the baby or did you play me just like you did the guard?" He hisses not coming near me staying in one place.

"Of course it's yours I've never been with anyone besides you, you know that Maxon he kissed me and I pushed him away I told you Maxon, why don't you believe me? I yell the last two words louder. 

This is crazy just because some random guard was drunk and forced me against the wall trying to kiss me, this will ruin our marriage? 

Flashback

I'm so happy I chose a color for the nursery for when the baby is here and I can't wait for Maxon's reaction I sent him a boy telling him to meet us here but he's not here yet. I hear a clash so I step outside the nursery and I see a guard that walked into a bookshelf in the hallway when I go to help him up he moves up on his own and pushes me away into the wall harshly. Oww. He leaned against me and I smelt alchoal on his breath. I knew he has been drinking some bit.

He was blocking me from moving him away because his hands were caging me in. I got panicked  on what he was about to do when he leaned in and started to kiss my neck sloppily and wet. I pushed on his chest but he didn't budge and he whispered,

"Don't deny it, you know you want me." He nibbled on my earlobe making me feel lightheaded. I felt sick I wanted to tell him no but words failed me. I kept pushing on his chest until I hear a loud voice that I knew to well.

"What's going on." Instantly I knew it was Maxon, he'll save me from him, save me from everything bad and protect me. Boy I was wrong.

End of flashback

It was silent for a while and we didn't speak. I wanted to go and be near him but I knew he was thinking about what to do.

"Leave." He said softly. It broke everything in me when he said those words. I knew he didn't mean the room. I knew he didn't want me to leave him alone for a while, he wanted me to LEAVE. 

"Maxon would you just." I started to say he cut me off "don't make this harder than it need to be America  just leave." I was trying not to sob, I was already crying I knew that when tears started pouring like there was no tomorrow. This was it. This was the end. I left and I walked out of the room numb. I didn't feel anything, I didn't grab anything, my legs just seemed to move where it deemed fit. A few minutes later I found myself in a car taking me away from my love, my home, and myself, and I found myself in a dark hole of despair.