Save Me Now { Jelena }

Selena Marie Gomez

I stood there staring at myself. I hate myself. I ran my fingers over the lingering lines that ran over my arms. It was still red yet almost healing. I coudnt believe a girl from a long lingering love life went to some gang insecure bitch. It took some time for me to realize that I wasnt Selena Marie Gomez. I was someone else. Who was I?

Crimson Rose 

The words ran threw me. I liked that name. It was me. It was bad-ass. I walked out of the hallway and layed back in bed. Niall was sleeping. His weight was almost weightless on the bed. His arms were strong yet soft. I kissed his forhead and rested my head on his chest. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed me on the cheek and closed his eyes once again.

I didnt understand how he could sleep knowing his mistakes

Breathe knowing he took someones away

Think knowing he shattered lifes to waste

Well, I coudnt sleep knowing weaker things than this

It tore at me 

It broke me

It hurt me

I closed my eyes trying not to let the salted tears roll down my not so nice face.

I let myself sink into a dream

Dreams:

Niall grabbed my hand and kissed it

He was about to hug me when he stopped

His body slunked to the floor as a knife was placed in his back

I fell to the floor crying

" No " I kept repeating

I grabbed his face in my hands and kissed him

My kiss only last a few secounds 

I woke up to a cold bed. Niall wasnt there anymore he most of left.

I got up and ran to the washroom and took a warm yet cold shower. 

I changed my clothes and waked outside of the room towards the kitchen

I slowly stepped inside to be glared at yet worshiped by a few

I ran up to Niall 

He didnt smile this time he looked like he was gonna cry

He shoved threw the crowd and ran to his room and slammed the door. His screams were heard threw out the hallways his cries yet so soft the destruction of his room

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Aww poor Niall

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