Over Time || Bryson Tiller

T E N

CORI

I woke up and he was there. I was so fucking sick of him. I loved him so deeply but I don't think he loved me the same way, and I don't want to continue giving him my all when he don't even give me half of him. I wanted him to love me so badly, I felt some tears surface.

ALL I DO ID IS FUCKING CRY! and i'm sick of it. 

"Why are you crying?" His voice husk from just waking up.

"Leave me alone Bryson." I said getting off of the bad. 

"Cori, what is wrong?" He said getting up off of the bed. 

"What do you mean whats wrong with me?! You Bryson, your what's wrong with me I miss the old Bryson the Bryson that actually made me feel wanted. You make me feel like shit, are we only in this relationship for sex? Speaking on that we haven't even had sex within the last two or three months. I want to know whats wrong with me? Am I not good enough for you anymore? Am I ugly to you or something? I want to know why you don't love me anymore? Why am I not your princess anymore? Is there someone else? Do I not please you or meet your expectations anymore? Bryson I gave you my all, I put you before myself and all I want you to do is keep it real with me. I'm fucking depressed, all I fucking do is cry now and I can't even front I hate seeing you out with girls that worship you I want you to love me again.  If you don't love me anymore just tell me why, tell me why and I'll leave if that's what you want.  I want you to keep it real with me. I wanted to marry you, I wanted to have a family with you and I don't want that to change but I can't even see us lasting one more year the way we are acting towards each other.  I never would have thought fame would change you. I remember young tiller, the one that was so kind and would give everything just to make me smile. Young Tiller, the man I fell in love with." I looked him the eyes the whole time I ranted about how his love has changed and shook my head to keep the tears from coming.

"Cori. I will always love you and you know that I would never stop loving you as long as I live. I know our relationship is changing and I don't know how to stop it but I'll be damned if this breaks us up. We've been through so much together and this relationship isn't going to end because we are going through a rough time. And stop second guessing yourself, you will always be the prettiest girl I know."  I wiped my tears. "come here." He commanded me. I did as told and walked over to him. 

He lifted my chin and gave me a kiss. I close my eyes, taken in the moment, we haven't had one of these in a long time.  

"I love you baby girl." He tapped my ass and smiled. 

"I love you too daddy." I giggled. 

"AYE!" He bent down really quick and licked my cheek, I gasped.

"BRYSON! what the fuck." 

"I assumed that sense you look like chocolate goddess you would taste like one too." He smiled showing off his perfect white teeth. 

"Shut up." I cracked up, but quickly I stopped.

"Whats wrong Cece?" Bryson looked worried. 

"Nothing." I lied then looked at the ring that was on the night stand.

"I still want to marry you." He said as if he could read my mind. I turned my head to look at him. 

"I still want to make love with you." 

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