I reached out my hand to my Vaseline tub. I couldn't find it. My hands just kept moving around the bedside table.
I opened one eye to get a better view and I didn't see any tub, in fact. All I saw was a water bottle, and a black table.
This isn't my house...
I opened both my eyes now and turned around to see Ethan dead asleep next to me.
My gasp filled out the whole room as I burst up.
My makeup was still on and I had my clothes on from yesterday. I was still gasping for breaths as I didn't know what happened last night at all.
I looked around his room and made sure that none of my stuff was covered on the floor. except from my phone on the table, which I picked up, there was nothing.
"Goodmorning" Ethan groaned
"Why the fuck am I in your house" I pointed at him as he started to stretch
"Don't you remember?" he chuckled "ohh yeah you where drunk out of your ass"
"Ethan what did we do?" "Nothing, literally nothing. You didn't let me do anything" he shrugged
"Okay well I'm leaving" I started to walk out
"Woah woah woah, why are you going?" He ran up to me and stood in my way
"You know why" I tried to budge my way through but he didn't let me
"Listen here, you left with me, you're gonna stay with me" he moved closer to me
"There's something stopping me from leaving" I looked down at his eyes, they were so detailed, they looked like a sunrise.
He smirks "you're in so much trouble" he whispered, tracing his finger down my temple and onto my lip
"You want this?" His raspy voice seduced
I opened my mouth and he moved his finger inside my mouth as I eyed him, he moved it in back and forth
"Why do you have to be so hot" I moaned as he carried on
He looks up at me and smirks. Moving his hands down my curves as he pleasurably strokes the back of my thighs.
He lays me down on the bed as I trace my fingers around his core.
"2 or 1?" He pulled down my jeans
"5" my head pulled back
"No way, you won't be able to walk" a slight smile appeared on his face.
"You do what I say" I demanded
His lips pressed together "don't be cocky to daddy"
His fingers curled up around my panties and started rubbing around my clit.
Until it hit me "Ethan wait"
I sat up and watched him stop "I-I can't do this, I'm still not over Louis and- just moving on so fast and getting fingered all of a sudden is just too much"
"It's better to move on then to stay depressed for a long time, let my fingers do the work. You know they can do good things" he winked
"Ethan no, it's hard to leave but it's the better choice"
"No Faith, stay with me and I can make you feel incredible" he pushed me back down
"Ethan stop, im leaving and you can't fucking stop me" I got up but he instantly pushed me up against his closet
"You don't understand Faith. You're so fuckable it's too hard to watch you leave" he placed his palm against my jawline
"Then ignore your desire and leave me alone" I pushed his hand off, finally leaving the house.
It was so hard to walk out of that situation, Ethan is so fucking hot and knowing that I was a turn on to him made me feel like it was the right time.
One day I can prove Louis wrong that I can move on and I'm the stronger person, it's just too risky because I could be accused of being a slut
Hey boo's I've been getting a lot of comments saying they love this book and that really makes my day! I love you guys❤️️ btw Faith doesn't know that she made out with Grayson
