Faiths pov
My tears matted into Grayson's sweater as he rubbed my back.
"I need to call Johanna" I pulled out my phone from my pocket.
I rang her as quickly as I could, my hands were shaking.
"Johanna?"
"What's up?" She answered
I sighed in relief "oh my god I'm such a mess"
"What's wrong"
"Well, I fucked grayson while I was with Ethan and then I realized that I loved him so I've just broken up with Ethan"
"Are you serious?"
"Yeah, I made the right decision didn't I?"
"Faith I-" she sighed "Jesus Christ"
"What is it"
"Faith you can't just jump from one man to another, boys have feelings too"
"Girl have you met men?"
"Honestly don't even ask me that, I don't care how flawless these brothers are, but don't you think it's a bit slutty to cheat and blame it on the boy?"
"Johanna! Don't be so mean to me I'm literally crying!"
"I bet Ethan is more upset though"
"What the fuck is wrong with you?" I raised my voice a bit.
"I can't believe you faith, I don't want to talk to you right now"
"What?"
She hung up on me.
I balled out crying again and fell into Grayson's arms.
"Faith, faith, look at me" grayson lifted my chin up.
"It's all going to be okay" he wiped my glassy eyes
He leaned in slowly and pushed his lips against mine and pecked them.
I grinned at him and rested my head on his chest.
"I think I need to go home and rest" I got up.
"You sure you don't want to stay here for the night?"
"No it's okay, I'll FaceTime you though"
"Okay"
"Bye"
Was staying with grayson the right idea?
Was loosing my best friend and my boyfriend for him worth my time?
Should I just take a break from that family?
Are they just womanizers,
That just crave whatever they want.
Do they really love me?
"Mom" I dropped my bag on the floor
She glanced at me and noticed the mascara over my face
"Sweetie, what's wrong!" She came up to me and hugged me
"It's Ethan" I started sobbing again
"Ethan? I thought you told me you guys didn't like each other"
"It's the two brothers"
"Faith tell me what happened now"
I fell into her arms "Im in love with them, I love them both, and I don't know what to do"
She hesitated and looked shocked "oh honey"
"Sit down let me make you some hot chocolate"
I fell onto the sofa.
"How on earth did you go from hating them to falling in love with BOTH of them?"
"They cared for me, they comforted me. And that's what I wanted from a boyfriend,"
"But I couldn't choose from them both and I lost Johanna and Ethan from it"
"I don't know what to say" she said
"Ethan never let me go lonely and I let him down and now he's probably sitting feeling guilty when I'm the problem,"
"He loved me, whether it was a dare or not. And I just watched him as he was probably in pain from how he could never trust me"
"No one has ever loved me so much, and I let it pass."
"Faith! What is this dare? What happened between you two?"
So I started to tell her...
