Faiths pov
(A week later)
I lifted myself up from bed, checking my phone, the usual notifications.
Until I scrolled through all these tweets reading "WOW WHAT A SLUT HAHAHA"
"I guess it's not that hard to find people like this nowadays, yuck"
"Ewwwwwww who would do that, I have to sit next to her in class"
And so many more, but one caught my eye
"Damn now I really want her to kill herself😂 she's just a waste. IF YOU ARE READING THIS FAITH, PLEASE DIE HAHAHA"
My breathing steadied up as I screamed and threw my phone across the room
And I couldn't even tell my mum because she's on holiday right now, I didn't want to ruin it so I let her go, she's been wanting to go for ages.
The doorbell rang. I was so scared that it was one of my classmates coming to kill me or something.
I ran quickly and quietly to the door and locked it. I walked back
"Come on faith I know you are there" I heard, it sounded like Ethan.
I couldn't let him wait there, so I unlocked it and pushed it open the slightest bit, just enough for me to run to my bedroom.
I jumped onto my bed and grabbed ahold of my duvet and cuddled it up.
Ethan walked up and put his arm on the door, he was wearing a leather jacket.
I stared up and down at him, looking like a hamster with morning hair.
"Come on baby" he walked up to me, I flinched away and he stopped
Is this the only time I've ever been intimidated by Ethan?
"You don't need to be scared" he pulled my arm violently to get up, this definitely made me fucking scared, I didn't say a word.
Ethan's pov
Do I still love her? Of course I fucking love her, she just doesn't love me, I think.
I feel the same way about her.
I dragged her up and she followed, standing directly in front of me looking scared.
She was in a big ass hoodie and I couldn't look at her seriously, she just looked adorable and that wasn't the look I wanted.
I crouched down and pulled up her hoodie, lifting it up as she held her arms up.
I slipped it of and threw it on the floor, looking down at her body which I missed, so so so much.
I held her shoulders, she flinched but I reassured her by moving my hands down her warm body.
"Do you like this?" I smirked up at her, she didn't say a word
"Come on speak to me" I lifted up her shoulders, he lips looked so good then.
"I'm not letting you do this Ethan" she finally spoke, her voice cracked.
"But it's the better option, don't you enjoy me?"
She stared down at me, again ignoring me.
"God you are so hot" I moved my lips to her neck, kissing all around and moving her.
She stayed completely still but I wasn't finished.
I heard a moan in between her lips but she didn't let it out.
I just remembered where her weak spot was, I directly moved my head and sucked on it.
A moan escaped through her lips softly, I smirked and continued to kiss it.
Her fingers dug through my hair as continued to moan.
"I still remembered" I whispered.
I dragged my lips away, looking down at her neck, it was wet, and bruised
She stared at the window, not making eye contact and not saying anything.
"Do you want me to fuck some words out of you?" I grabbed her ass and pulled her in.
She pushed away from me.
"Do you still need time?" I tried to communicate, she nodded.
"Okay baby, I'll be back, really soon I promise" I didn't kiss her, I feel like that would be too far at this moment.
I walked out.
Faiths pov
I sighed out hugely, what the fuck just happened?
I started to ball up tears.
I can't do this anymore, I don't want to see anyone again. Even my family at this time.
I ran to the living room, crying my eyes out.
I walked into the kitchen, smiling at everything around me.
I dragged it across my arm gently and let its pierce my tongue.
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