"Vic... I'm pregnant." I sighed
"Please tell me you're not lying" he asked
"Dose it seem like I'm lying!" I replied
We sat in silence for a bit. It seems like Vic was trying to think of what to say next. Honestly if I were him I wouldn't know what to say either.
"Do you know whose it is?" He croaked
"N-no. You can't tell yet. You can only tell after birth.." I sighed
"I knew I shouldn't have broken up with you. Izzy, I'm so sorry for putting you in this mess" he sighed
"Vic it's fine. I think it was best for us to take some time apart with so many years together. I mean after dating for that long I'm not just going to lose my feelings for you that quickly" I gave him a weak smile
He pulled his lips closer onto mine. Every time he did that it felt it was the first time all over again. I can tell you me and Gerard get more along but hey opposites attract. I feel so guilty for kissing him though. I mean technically I'm with Gerard but technically Vic just said he 'need a break'. I let go before Gerard could come home.
"You know that I miss you. I miss you singing all throughout the house and your smile lighting up around pillow case each morning. I miss you." And with that Vic's eyes started to tear back up again.
"Hey, I'll have a talk with Gerard about this tonight and we'll see from there." I smiled and wiped his tears away. And with that he drove off.
To my surprise Gerard was indeed home and really pissed off about this.
He angrily walked Into the Living and slapped me across my cheek with his hand.
"What the Fuck was that Izzy! Can't you see he's manipulating you! He doesn't love you!" He yelled
I sat there silently.
"Oh you're giving me the silent treatment. Well he's using you and you can't see it."
I still just sat there on the verge of tears.
"Well can you speak!God Damnit!" He yelled
I began to silently cry with my emotion showing in my eyes in how I truly feel.
He walked out side and began to smoke a cigarette and with every puff was another douse of venom leaving him. With every puff he began to calm down. All I'm doing at this point is getting worked up.
He came up close to me, his breath smelling of cigarettes. He pulled me closer to him. Taking a few seconds, then deeply kissed me. He pulled away quickly.
"Don't you ever think you're not mine." He whispered in my ear, making my shiver.
He began to kiss me again but this time, he began to take his shirt of. You probably all know where this is heading. He began to try to take off my shirt while kissing me but, it didn't work out so we just stopped. He was left breathless. If I'm going to be honest so was I.
"You're mine and no one else can have you" he whispered into my ear. His hot, toxic, breath touched my neck. He began to button up his shirt. He seemed a little panicky.
"Babe? What's the matter?" I asked him
"I have to get to work." He sighed
"Really? Looking like that" I laughed
His hair was all over the place.
"Well obviously I'm not." He laughed
I followed him upstairs. I held onto his hand the way up to his room.
He took his shirt off and began to change. Damn he always looks good.
Once he finished getting cleaned up he Leaned in for a kiss and head his way to work.
Dang today was sure a roller coaster ride.
