Remembering you - a Divergent fanfic

chapter 3

A/N I'm making Lauren Tobias's sister in this story, a lot of people put Lauren as the bad person in thier fanfics, but we all know there was and is nothing going on with her and Tobias, so yeah. And Lynn has long hair in this story,

Tobias's pov

Because it's raining right now it makes everything a whole lot worse, it's almost as if the weather is reflecting my emotions. Tris goes home today, she's scheduled to leave at 10:00 am., and right now it's four.

I want her back, i so badly want my Tris back, I want to hear her laugh again, see her bright smile, I want to hear her voice as we studied in the library every day after school, I miss her. but she's right here, she's still here, she didn't go anywhere, stop feeling sorry for your self Tobias, at least she's not dead...

Her eyes slowly flutter open, as she fixes her gaze to me, but i don't let go of her hand.

"Hi" she whispers, so quiet that i can barely hear her, even with the silent hospital around us

"hello" I say. "you go home today...'

she nods "i know, but i'm.. uh.. nervous"

"why are you nervous?" i question, im not one to be pushy but i can't help but wonder why she would be nervous.

"well, my family, um.. im still not very comfortable around them...They talk to me constatly, trying to bring up memories, but it dosen't work, i don't rememer anything, and i feel like, im disapointing them, i feel like im disapointing everyone by telling them i don't know them. It's a lot of preassure. But, you know, i feel comftorble around you, you're the only one who dosen't push me, and i feel like..like i could already trust you."

I can't help but smile

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"Hello Tobias" Natalie said once she opened her house door revealing me

"hey, is Tris there?" of course she's there you idiot, where else would she be?

Natalie nodded and smiled "she's in her room" 

She opened the door fully so I could go in, and i gratefully nodded to her before going inside, up to her room

the Prior house was a normal house, identical to all the other houses on this street. In the house was plain and simple, every wall in the house was gray, except in Tris's bedroom, we painted it purple two years ago.

the door to her room was closed, and i knocked gently

"come in," she said

I opened the door and smiled, she had a bunch of art work on the walls of her room, from flowers, to animals, to books, to me... she was an amazing artist, and she knew it. Tris smiled when i walked in, she was sitting on her bed, admiring her art.

I sat next to her "Amazing, isin't it? you drew all this" i said

"I drew all of this?" she gave me a questioning look, and i nodded.

She laughed. i missed that laugh. "I'm pretty good then, aren't I?" 

"That you are," 

We're both quiet for a moment, then she speaks.

"A bunch of people came to see me the other day, do you mind...telling me who they are? like, show me pictures of them, give me a description of them? and are there any good memories I had with them," she asks shyly. I smile.

"I don't mind at all" I take out my phone and look for a picture of all of us. I find the perfect one, we all went to Florida last summer, we went to Disney World, Universal Studios, and beaches, it was so fun, especially since she was there. The picture was of us in front of Cinderella's castle at Disney world. I show it to her, and decide to start from the left of the picture.

"We all went to Florida last summer, right there is Christina, she was one of your best friends, she liked to have you sleep over all the time, she did you hair, and makeup, and she took you shopping and stuff, you hated it" I say. Tris just giggles.

"That's Lauren, she's my sister, she's annoying, and stupid, and her boyfriends your cousin, Peter. But she was your friend before me, she introduced me to you when we were 14, she claimed we were 'a perfect match', I kind of stole you from her after though"

"Next to Lauren, is Cara, her brother is Will, who's standing right next to her, Will's Christinas boyfriend. Both Cara and will are very smart, I don't know anyone smarter than Cara except maybe Matthew, who is her boyfriend, he didn't come along, but I'm sure he visited you with the rest of the group." I said and she nodded,

"That's Uriah and Marlene, they're probably one of the funnest people you'll meet, well except me of course," Tris laughs "they used to take you ziplining, and on roller-coasters and stuff, I guess you can say they're pretty dauntless. That's Lynn, Shauna, and Zeke. Lynn and Shauna are sisters, but you can't really tell, they are totally diffrent, from personality to looks. Zeke is one of my best friends, he's also Uriah's older brother."

On the right side of the picture is Tris, and me right next to her

"Were we all a group or something?" she asks finally looking at me

"You can say that, we did everything together, paintball, mini golf, we went to the beach, we were all just really good friends, I can't think of any time we had a bad time" I say. maybe now though, maybe now is a bad time, I mean, we're all in grief, we're not even really talking to eachother anymore, i just give everyone updates. 

"I know this may sound wierd, but, could we all hang out again? tomorrow maybe? I really want to get out of the house, and I want to have a little fun, and besides, maybe i'll remember something?" she says. 

"of course, i'll just call everyone up, and we can figure out what to do. Okay?" I say

"okay." she smiles.

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A/N not the best chapter but will do