Neymar,
in your letter you asked me if I hate you. I want you to know that I could nev er hate you! Even if you would kill my father, I couldn't hate you. I love you way too much, it scares me at times. How much in love can a human be? I want you to stop to think so low about yourself, you are not weak! You are strong and even strong people fall down. But they stand up again and you'll do the same, I know it.
I could imagine that you will never read this letter. Probably you teared them all to pieces as soon as you saw my name on it. I wouldn't blame you though.
I hope that where ever you are right now you are okay. I don't know how you are and this is killing me. Nobody wants to tell me at least one word about your condition. Not even the media knows something. Only that you are still in a hospital in the area of Barcelona. But maybe they all are as ignorant as I am. Maybe you don't want anyone to know, you want to be alone I guess. I understand that I would do the same. With the exception that I would let you know where I am. Because you are everything I need to be happy, with you the pain doesn't matter as long as you are there with me. I hope that you would come, it would break my heart if you wouldn't.
The reason why I write this letters is that I want to show you that I still care about you, that I still love you. I want to give you something to remember me if this should have been the last time that I saw you in our house. I want to make you feel better about yourself. I hope you'll smile while reading this. I want to make you happy, it's everything I ever wanted.
Yo te amo
Lionel
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