Daybreak and Dreamscapes

The Kiss : May 25th

THE KISS

Why are you so irresistible? 

You claim to be one so dangerous to love but I can't seem to 

help myself. 

I am deftly attracted to you but unfortunately to no avail. 

Here it is, 5 am, and I am up losing sleep over you. 

Imagining the last time we lay close to one another 

throughout the night, missing the simple touch of your soft 

nude body pressed against mine. 

It was a most wondrous and erotic feeling. 

So subtle. 

So simple. 

So sweet. 

Where did it all go?

Maybe that is why I miss it most because I once had it. 

I felt almost as though I had you. 

I know you. 

I know who you really are. 

I would often catch glimpses of "the real you" during our 

silent conversations in the living room. 

The "you" you are afraid to show the world because of how 

vulnerable and sensitive she is. The "you" that is capable 

of falling in love so deep that she would be willing to 

become someone new for the sake of holding on. 

I feel like I had you. 

I still want you.

What does it take?

Everyone has a price. 

Whether its as simple as a promise. 

Or as complex as a kiss.

What is your price?

The sexiest thing you ever said to me was, "I miss you". 

Just when I had almost given up on the pursuit you said 

those three words to me melting me into a soft mass of 

emotion at you feet.

Your beautiful eyes. 

Your soft melodic voice. 

Your tender sweet kiss. 

I want it all. 

I'm selfish.

Who do I have to be?

What do I have to do?

What are you looking for?

I really like you and sometimes I'm tempted to use even yet 

stronger expressions.

But I can't. 

Not now. 

Not until I'm sure.

Why do you want want me so badly to find someone else?

I don't understand.

Maybe I never will.

Maybe you never will.

I love..... (*sigh)

good night

5:17 am