Alone

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Entry: 22

Date: Unrecorded

I don't like living quite this way. Halla is taking control more and more times. it's becoming worse than before. 

I  tried to go out on streets but I am chased by people in uniforms. All kinds of uniforms too. Black uniforms, blue uniforms, sometimes red and black, other times i have mobs after me. 

I understand their hatred for Halla, but why me? Why won't they give me a chance to explain myself? I never really did anything wrong. Or at least mentally have I? 

But they won't believe me, and Halla laughs at my 'pathetic little complaints in they book'. 

Entry: 23

Date: Unrecorded

How does one commit suicide? 

Entry: 24

Date Unrecorded

I decided to live. If I possibly survive this, maybe I can live a normal life. 

It may be a reclus life, but it will be a life with-out Halla-

Entry : 25

Date: Unrecorded

It's almost Christmas. Again. I don't feel so lonely this year as i did last year. I don't have a calender, but i heard people on the street talking about Christmas shopping. And with all this snow, it'd be hard not to say Christmas isn't coming. 

What will i do this year? ME, not Halla. I know Halla's routine on Christmas. What should I do? i don't really have anyone to give a gift, and no one to receive from. 

Christmas will be spent alone, as always.

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