Dear No One-
No one told me to write or anything so I don't now why I am doing this. Maybe to get my feelings out or maybe to have something to look back on. You now when I am old and stuff, if I make it that far.I see this as a way of expressing myself. Once I am done it is like a weight off my shoulders. I feel like someone has to deal with my feelings too and this is as close as I'll get. NO sugar coating it, no poetic way of putting it, just straight forward and simple, like "This is who I am".
Lately I have felt sad and death kinda has a permanent cloud over my house and family. It's quiet simple, my grandma is dying. It's a fact. I accept it, but it still hurts, She weighs like 80 pounds. Height is 4'8", she's tiny. It's depressing to watch her. So feeble and small. I think when she dies it will be a dark time for me but I know that she will be remembered and welcomed wherever she goes.
I don't really believe in heaven or hell or god for that matter, but I hope that if there is a god that they take care of my grandma. She is a great person and I hope right now she is happy. I have so much love for her and admiration because she is a fighter. I love you grandma. Thank you for everything. There are so many things I haven't told you but one day I will.
Love-
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Letter's to No One
Ficção GeralI write letter's because I can't make myself say what I am thinking out loud. I never give them to anyone either because I am too scared to. Maybe one day all of them will see these letter's.
