October 27th, 2013

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No One-


How do you know if you love someone? Because I don't even know who I love anymore. Definitely not myself. I nearly ever say I love you to my family and I think it hurts my mom. Dad's never around, so I don't think he has caught on yet. I can't do this. I am withering in my misery and I am tired of fighting. I don't want to feel alone anymore. 

When I say I love you, I don't know if I mean it.

This goes back to my original question. How do you know if you love someone? I believe that loving someone is so deep within you, you would have to discover it. It couldn't pop up and be like "I'm here bitches".

I haven't cut myself in months, but I feel so numb. So empty. But I'll keep going There is alight in my life. I just need to find it.


Love-

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