No One-
How do you know if you love someone? Because I don't even know who I love anymore. Definitely not myself. I nearly ever say I love you to my family and I think it hurts my mom. Dad's never around, so I don't think he has caught on yet. I can't do this. I am withering in my misery and I am tired of fighting. I don't want to feel alone anymore.
When I say I love you, I don't know if I mean it.
This goes back to my original question. How do you know if you love someone? I believe that loving someone is so deep within you, you would have to discover it. It couldn't pop up and be like "I'm here bitches".
I haven't cut myself in months, but I feel so numb. So empty. But I'll keep going There is alight in my life. I just need to find it.
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Letter's to No One
General FictionI write letter's because I can't make myself say what I am thinking out loud. I never give them to anyone either because I am too scared to. Maybe one day all of them will see these letter's.