October 14th, 2013

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No One,


I am kinda going forward and back at the same time. After everything that's happened you would think I would know better. The internal pain doesn't stop. Whenever I hear people laughing I think they are laughing at me. My ego is bruised, maybe beyond repair. I am loosing weight, which should be a good thing but I don't know who I am doing it for anymore. Me or them. You can still see the marks on my wrist. A constant reminder. I think I might be out of tears. I am losing my drive again. Two steps forward, one step back. I am NOT going back there.


Love-

H

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