Irritating (Jumin x Zen) -ON HOLD-

Doubt?

-Zen-

His lips were warm.

My eyes automatically fell shut as his lips moved gently against mine. I leaned into the kiss, all my previous worries forgotten. I responded in a feverish manner, for some reason desperate to feel more of him. 

He ended this kiss and ruffled my hair, leaning back to check his phone. I opened my mouth to speak but he beat me, still looking at his phone. 

"Well you're a pretty talented kisser."

"Jumin what the hell was that?"

"Well, I did think you would already be aware of this but kissing is a common act used as a display of affection which involve-"

I threw a pillow at his face.

"Bastard."

He smiled. "Do you want to stay in my room longer?"

"What is going on?" I tried my best to not get flustered by the sight of his smile.

"I kissed you, and now I'm asking if you'd like to stay with me for a while."

"You fucking piece of-"

"Love you too." He said casually, typing something into his phone.

My mouth fell open.

"You what?"

He smirked and tossed his phone aside, shifting closer to me as he leaned in, lifting my chin with a finger. 

"I'm not stupid," He said, his voice low, "I know how you feel, and I'd like to let you know that I feel the same. With the hacker coming for you, I would have let you go and just given you protection, but now I don't feel like ever letting you go."

"I don't know whether to feel happy and take that as a complement or scared because you sound like a psycho right now."

"Take it however you like." 

My mouth suddenly felt extremely dry as realisation hit me. "Wait does that mean you... l-l...l- feel a certain way for me?"

I almost wanted to punch him when a distinct flash of amusement flickered in his eyes. "I don't know, what did I say before?" I glared at him and he moved his face closer to mine, "I think that certain feeling is love, wouldn't you say so?"

A hand shot up as I held the back of his neck, pulling his lips to mine. He was obviously quite shocked by my bold action but I could tell he didn't mind. He kissed me back, holding me tight. I had no idea what I was even doing anymore. How on earth would the others react if they found out about this? What about my fan base?

He drew back, leaving me panting. He chuckled, "My assistant will be angry at me now, I think."

"Huh?" I said, confused, "Why would Jaehee be angry at you?"

"Never mind Zen, I doubt you'd believe me even if I told you." He shook his head slightly, leaning back onto the headboard of his bed. I couldn't help but notice how beautiful he looked, his lips red, as he seemed slightly distracted.

He must've noticed me studying him because he turned to me. "Zen, come sit here." He said, jerking his head to the place beside him on the bed. 

I did as he said and leaned against him. "Jumin, why don't you call me by my name?"

"I'm used to calling you Zen, why? Do you not want me to call you Zen?"

I shook my head, "No, I was just wondering. I prefer it when people call me Zen anyway, it makes me feel more recognised."

"Good."

There was a moment of silence before I spoke again, "What If I started calling you Mr Han?"

"Then I'd call you Mr Hyun, which I'd assume is as irritating as it is to me."

"Yeah. So..." I felt nervous to ask but it was this or feel awkward for the entirety of me being here, "What is... this?"

"What is what?"

My eyebrow twitched in annoyance, "Jumin, for someone so straight forward about their feelings, you sure are oblivious."

"Just tell me or don't ask at all."

"What is... our situation right now?"

"Depends on what your opinion is. I'm sure you wouldn't want our situation being one consisting of me keeping you in my house forever and publicly claiming you as mine." He laughed slightly.

"Of course not, I don't want to be trapped in your house. Well, I don't have any objections to you publicly claiming me as yours though..." 

He looked at me. "Don't be stupid, what about your fanbase?"

"Is it me you're worrying about or your reputation Mr Han?"

"I couldn't care less about my reputation Mr Hyun, but I doubt your fans would like the idea of you being in a relationship, regardless of your gender."

"I was just joking, calm down Jumin."

"Think about it though, you being in a relationship could create a lot of mess."

I raised my voice without noticing, "I don't ca-!" 

"Calm down Zen. If you don't mind I'm not saying we can't be in a relationship." He put an arm around my shoulders. 

I knew I was being slightly unreasonable but what could I do? I was certain of what I felt, but I kept having doubts about Jumin's.

I was immediately pulled out of my troubling thoughts by Jumin burying his head into my shoulder. "You do know that if we're going to do this, that means no dramas or plays with scenes too intimate, right?" I opened my mouth to speak but he continued, "And I don't want to see you with another person in a romantic way."

I leaned onto his head and hugged him as I nodded. "I have no objections to that. I might as well opt out of any kind of romantic scene at all."

I suddenly felt Jumin's hand trailing up and down my chest, "If it were entirely up to me, I don't think I'd even share you but I guess I have to think of your career too."

"Good choice, I still need to make money to live."

"Why don't you just live with me forever here? I could provide for you."

"I wouldn't mind living here but I am not letting you spend money on me. I want to be independent enough to be proud of myself. I'm not giving you any room to object."

"Sure..."

I could tell he'd rather just give me money and food himself but he seemed to not be in the mood for an argument. 

"If only you were always like this. You argue so much in the chatroom."

"I argue too much? Me? You're the one that gets all angry, not me."

"Well you annoy me too much."

"Whatever you say... meow."

I groaned and smacked him.

Sorry for not updating in forever! School started recently again so I have a good six or seven hours taken away from my day, unlike before when I had all day to muck about. I hope this chapter was okay.

Kay