Why Don't I Leave?

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by Kayxx_xx

by Kayxx_xx

-Zen-

I cursed myself mentally. I could have just let it go. Let Jumin give me protection, and get me out of this place. But for some reason, not even unknown to myself anymore, I didn't want to go. I wanted to stay.

Of course, the press freaked out a bit when I didn't appear for a while, but Seven had sorted that out pretty fast.

I thought back to Jumin's words earlier that day.

'But if it does get too dangerous... just know I won't be letting you go. You should take the chance now while you can.'

I had a fairly good idea of what he meant by that, and if I am to be entirely honest, I wouldn't mind if he never let me go. It was a funny idea, Jumin being protective of me. But here it was.

I didn't understand his behaviour much, but I didn't really mind as long as I got to be around him. I started accepting these surfacing feelings. It wasn't as if I could suppress them.

I looked over at Jumin as I lay on his bed. He was still sitting where I'd left him, he was on his phone.

He sucked in a sharp breath.

"Zen?"

"Yes?"

"Can I hold you?"

I stared at him blankly for a moment before speaking, "What?"

"Please."

"Well... yes if you want to? I guess..."

I sat up and he wrapped his arms around my torso from the front, resting my head on his chest. His heartbeat was fast. Did that mean I affected him too?

I hugged him tighter, deciding to take advantage of the strange opportunity.

Then something happened. Something that I'd have never expected.

He took his arms off me, leaving me feeling a little cold, held my face and leaned in. Then he kissed me

I know, I know, this chapter's short as all hell. I wanted to split up this chapter and continue it on the next chapter or this chapter would end quite awkwardly. School's started now so I'm busy quite a bit but I will try my best to post new chapters as often as I possibly can.

Kay