Lauren's p.o.v
I laid there crying on my mom's lap for another twenty minutes with everyone watching. Why would she leave? I just got her back.
Sitting up I grab my cloths and rush to the restroom to change.
"Lo do you want one want one of us to go with you?" Dinah asked from just outside the door.
"No she just wants me to go. I'll be okay. I have to make sure she comes home with me." Opening the door she falls back into me meaning she was leaning on the door.
"Oh fuck! Sorry lo."
"Why were you leaning on the door?"
"I honestly don't know but can I please please please go with you I can help you!!"
Biting my lip I look at her "she said just me"
"Okay great let's go"
"Dinah!"
"I'll be in the car"
"UGH whatever!"
Walking downstairs I grab the keys and run to the car finding dinah as promised.
"Your a pain in the ass you know that?"
"You love me now shut up and drive"
Rolling my eyes I laugh and take off.
Indika's p.o.v.
Sitting in a booth I wipe my eyes for like the millionth time. I don't want to do this to lauren but it's for the best. I'm nothing but trouble for her the girls Chris Taylor mom and dad.
Hearing the bells jingle I look up and see lauren walk in with dinah behind her. I said to come alone. Why would she bring dinah? She spots me and instantly runs of and hugs me. I softly pat her back until I feel my shirt getting wet which means she's crying. Wrapping my arms around her I hug her tighter and let a few tears of my own fall.
"Well sorry to interrupt but who's hungry?"
Ignoring her we both stay hugging each other.
"Y'all are hella rude I'm going to sit over here."
"I'm sorry Roro. I'm sorry for being a spoiled brat I'm sorry for making you hate me but please please don't leave me. I'll try not to be a spoiled brat." Letting a sob escape into my neck.
Pulling away I make her look at me. "I could never hate you. And your not a spoiled brat."
Making her get off me she moves into the booth on the other side of me wiping her eyes.
"And I'll sorry Renny but I'm not going with you to Florida. Not with izack being an ass and me being a bitch. Yes I know I am one. I love you guys so much but you don't need another burden on you. I'm sorry."
Tears streaming down her face she tells me " you can't I need you. We just found you we can handle you and izack! Do you think Chris, Taylor and I don't fight? Of course we do but we still love each other no matter what. Please I'll even get an apartment for us so you and him aren't around each other. You told me I wasn't going to get rid of you. Why are you doing this Indika? I need you!"
"This isn't me lauren! I've never fought with izack. This little boy has been everything to me my entire life. The only reason I didn't actually go to college is because of him. And now I don't even want to be around him. Because not only have I changed but he has too. He's not my Bubba. He's not the one who would cry to me because our mom wasn't there. He's the one who points out the things that I'm most insecure about. Through the everything we have been through he decides to do this to me. I live him with everything I have in me but he's jealous because I have more siblings to love and who love me now? In a way I get it because it's all ways just been my dad, Izack and I, and now we don't have our dad and there's more people now. It doesn't give him an excuse though. He should be happy. I should be happy." Wiping my eyes I look down. " since izack and I started fighting i-I don't think I'm we what's best for him a-anymore. He doesn't no need me. Hell he doesn't want me. I'm not going to Miami for us to continue fighting. I'm not putting more stress on the family."
"Hey, look at me. I know you guys have been fighting, but I know for a fact he still needs you. We all do. You see when mom and dad told us my twin was alive we were all so happy all we could do is smile and cry. And when we found you I honestly had no clue what to expect. But when we hugged for the first time I that Livingroom I knew I would do anything to have my twin in my life for the first time in 19 years. Please just come with us. I promise things will get better. I'll even get us an apartment. Please roro."
"I don't want you to spend money on an apartment that you won't even be in most of the time because of tour. I'm just going to stay here till I can save up enough for the move."
Dinah gets up and comes to sit with me on my side. "Okay I'm starving let's order food and then we'll talk."
Just then Ashley comes over and sits on Lauren's side. "What's up guys?"
"Well were just going to order right twins?"
"No you just told us we were going to order when Ashley came. And by the way didn't I say come alone Renny?"
"Yeah but dinah wouldn't take no for an answer. "
"Well I'm on break so you have to wait."
"Want me to just take our order to the back?"
"Aren't you the sweetest?" Laughing she hands her pen and pad over to me.
"You are so lazy!"
"Hey!! You offered" she says pouting.
"Whatever, what would you ladies like?"
"I want a carne adovada burrito please" Ashley smiles sweetly.
"Seriously?"
"Mhm"
"Dinah? Renny?"
"I want a burger and fries please." Dinah smiles.
"Cheese?"
"You know it."
"Green Chile?"
"Nooooo"
"Okay, Renny?"
"What are you getting?"
"Nothing I'm not hungry"
"Wanna share a salad?"
"No I'm not hungry"
"Well I'm not eating either."
"Ughhhh fine ranch? And chicken on it??"
"Yesss" she answers smiling.
Getting up I walk to the back and hand the good the paper day hi, then start to make the salad.
Making decisions sucks, but my mind is made.
I'm staying here.
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I know I suck I'm sorry!! Alot of shit has happened. 😔
