lovely ➳ yoonmin

eleven

three weeks.

three weeks passed by and jimin just layed on her bed, feeling dead.

mr. and mrs. park often tries to convince her to go to school but to no avail.

hoseok visits her every other day to see how she's doing.

well, she's anything but fine.

jimin has been crying her heart out every night. unrequited love really hurts.

she cried and cried until she couldn't cry anymore.

she doesn't need to cut. she doesn't need cuts.

because her heart has already been stabbed by the knife of reality.

reality; a place where her feelings for her bestest friend will never be returned.

and it hurts jimin so fucking much.

she reached over to her phone to see a few messages from Hoseok.

hobi: jimin :(

hobi: I miss u so bad onfg

hobi: jimin pls

jimin just sighed. she got a little startled when she got a message from a certain someone.

jungCUTIE: oH mY GoOooOd,

jungCUTIE: jIMIN

jungCUTIE: iM- AHSHDHGDGDHDKSK

jungCUTIE: oK OK SO I ASKED TAE ON A FUBKICNG DATE

jungCUTIE: shE FUHCINJG SGFRWWD SND SMILRD AT MW

jungCUTIE: iN SIBBIMH OHMY GOF

jimin sighed again. good for him then.

she was about to turn it off but,

gi: Jimiiiiin

gi: I s2g

oh no.

gi: JIMIN JIMIN JIMINNIE

I just finished crying..

gi: J

gi: I

gi: M

gi: I

gi: N

please stop,

gi: Its been 3 WEEKS

gi: I CANT LAST THIS LONG WITHOUT YOU WYD

I don't want to cry anymore

gi: IM COMING OVER

I dont want to be hurt anymore.

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"jimin, honey someone's at the door looking for you,"

"tell them to go away,"

mrs. park continues to knock on her child's bedroom, "but she's your bestfriend and she rarely visits nowadays- did you guys fight?"

"mom just- please, I can't right now. tell her to come visit another day," jimin whimpered.

mrs. park just sighs and decided to give up. she made her way downstairs, feeling worried about her dear daughter.

jimin tries to blink the tears away, no Ive been crying almost everyday, I need to stop.

she let out a deep shaky breath, ignoring the pain that she was feeling.

she layed down on her bed and pulled up the covers, "i'll just sleep for the whole day today..."

I don't want to wake up anymore. i'm horrible and you don't deserve me.

«A/N»

im sobbinh

shE GELD MY SHOULDER IM-

also there's arlly cool thing that happened to me today

okok so

I was rlly nervous bc there's a sudden reading interpretation thing we had to do

so I thought that "if Queen's next I want her to pick my class number so I could be done with this,"

and guess what

iT LEGIT HAPPENED ONG I HAD TO KEEP MYSELF FROM SCREAMIN

also Queen is the girl ive been talking abt for a while hihihi ><

-nic