Dan's P.O.V
I woke up next to my beautiful boyfriend, Phil. I'm so lucky to have him. I can't remember life without him in it! I woke up at 10. I decided to get up to make breakfast for both of us but i remembered that I had to pack as I'm stupid and disorganised and leave everything to the last bloody minute. Stuff breakfast for like 30 mins, I'm packing! I went to my room and started to pack. What I call packing is literally throwing all my clothes and toiletries into a suit case and zipping it up with chargers. That's exactly what I did. Before I knew it I heard a little voice coming from the hall. I smiled cause I knew exactly who it was. He had his back to me so of course I'm going to go up behind him and hug him from behind! I love the way he smells. So nice. His voice. His everything is perfect to me. I hope i never lose him. He asked me a couple questions that I answered then I reminded him about going to Mum and Dad's. This was when he shouted at me and got angry at me for the first time. This is surprising! Someone has upset him or something because he's never like this. He usually calmly tells me thing at the last minute or calmly tells me that he doesn't want to do something because he's not comfortable with it! I got angry because he wouldn't listen and as I slammed the door I heard him Shout "For fuck sake Phil what is wrong with you?!?" And then I heard a bang, so he must of hit the wall. I wanted to go back in but I couldn't he might get angry with me and I think he need his space right now. I walked down our houses stairs, out the door and started up the car throwing my suit case onto the backseats and then drove away. I wasn't think about the speed i was going. The speed I was going felt reasonable. My Phone kept flashing and ringing and alerting me I had messages. I soon turned off the ringer to think straight as I get distracted easily. I looked over to see if there were any cars behind me to turn into another lane. As I indicated to pull away to the next lane I lost control of the entire car. The car started to swing and the world spun around and I heard the wheel squeal against the concrete with the rubber burning. It hit the metal rails, then spun around over the road and then hit the barrier on the other side hitting it so hard I flipped the car upside down and then the last thing I remember was getting hit by two different cars and a lorry hitting my door into my ribs and chest. I blacked out from not breathing. That was all I can remember from that point. I had hit my head so many times again the seats, window and steering wheel that I was bleeding. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry for all the times I started the fight's and argument with Phil. I'm sorry for everything that happened before I met him with self harm and drinking problems and, never talking to you mum. As look to my left there were people surrounding and I prayed to dear God and life it's self that Nobody is harmed and that Phil is okay. He's going to hate me. He's going know about this. So are my entire family. Why did we have to fight before I left? Why didn't I just walk back in Kiss Phil apologising and then snuggle up with him on our favourite spot on the sofa watching our favourite film with our favourite snacks, then later order our favourite pizza and maybe later lead to sex so hot we'll forget why we argued in the beginning. I just wish now, that I was at home safe in Phil's arms...
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Remember
FanficDan loses his memory in an accident that had happened. He's just woken up and Phil has to make him remember who he is and who Phil is. Will Phil get Dan to remember or is Phil lost in a locked door away from his loved one forever.
