Remember

Chapter 23~ Forgotten

Phil's P.O.V
I was woken by screams the morning after the proposal. The first thing I thought was "Dan?" And I was right. He was next to me where we last laid when we got home late last night, I got up and wondered into the abyss of the hallway getting closer to the screams. It sounded like someone was being murdered but I knew we were safe. Were we? As I got closer to the screams, I ended up in the bathroom. What was happening? The shower was running but no one was in there. What's happen? The toilet door was shut. I knocked gently and the screaming stopped. Everything was dead quiet until he opened the door. "Don't hurt me! Whatever you do! Don't hurt me." He looked at me with fear in his eyes. Could it be that he's forgotten me? "Dan, sweet, it's okay. I won't hurt you. I promise. Look!" I held my hands in the air to prove I had nothing in them "Nothing! Now come on out and tell me what's going on." He did that but kept a distance before sliding down the shower door and sitting on the floor. "I don't know. I don't know where I am. Who you are. Did you kidnap me? Or adult-nap? What do you call it when an adult gets kidnapped? Napped? Adultnapped? Anyway. Could you tell me where I am. Who you are and who I am?" I looked at him sadly before sitting next to him but with a little bit of distance so he doesn't get scared. I thought this would happen. The nurse who called that day said I would most likely happen. Fuck I thought about the day he came home and when he woke up. How scared he was. I sighed out before opening my mouth "You are at your home in London. I'm Phil you boyfriend now fiancè-" I said holding out my hand, he looked at the ring confused. I sighed again before carrying on "You are called Dan Howell and a couple of months ago you had an accident leading to you losing most of your memory. It came back gradually but the nurse warned me that this might happen again and if so to call. I know this is scary believe me I know. I waited for you to wake up for a week and a half wondering if you were to ever wake up. And the same questions you asked me just a minute ago you asked when you did wake up that first time." I rested my head on the door and turned it slightly and looked at him though my fringe. Why did this have to happen? All the bad stuff happens to the good people. He turned his head and sadly looked down. "I'm sorry I've ruined your life. I'm better off not being here." I went to get up but I grabbed his hand and looked at him dead in the eyes "Dan, meeting you was the best thing that had happened to me. Ever. Now I want to help you like you helped me many years ago even if it means repeating everything over and over again. If I cared about you ruining my life because of the accident I would of just left you in the hospital, Alone." By now he was crying slightly, I wiped the tears away with my thumbs and held his face. "I love you. I don't care if it's going to ruin my life. You leaving me would ruin my life. So no, you're better off here, with me, so I can help you. Because you're the most important thing to me at the moment." With that Dan smiled and kissed me sloppily. I didn't care if he didn't remember everything, I'll just have to help him. It felt like time froze the moment I laid my eyes on him so I'm not giving up that easily...

Authors Notes
So hey. Don't think I've ever done one of these other than saying "woo 100 reads etc..." but I just wanted to say that I'm nearly at the end of this now so I hope you have enjoyed it. I certainly have enjoyed laughing at my mistakes *I wrapped my eyes around Dans neck* and I still haven't changed them just because it's funny! Anyway, you want want to ask me question please do I'm open to anything! Unless I say I'm not answering something as it's personal don't take it the wrong way. I will be doing more writing on my other story which is a teen fiction about gayness and being transgender. If you wanna go check it! #SPON! 😂😂 okay I'm done with my A/N now. Bye
~Bethany