My shit in a book

....

I've walked 100 miles down a broken road

and in my mind i carry such a heavy load

the voices in my head i fear are not my own 

but i will reap the seeds that my hands have sown

my thoughts are dark and red and i am stained inside

if i stop now there'd be nowhere for me to hide

from the sins i feel crawling on my back

you can't save a soul that you lack

it's too late now 

i'm too far gone

i've lost too many chances

and now i feel myself 

changing

i feel myself

changing

with every fight i am changing

it's easier, when you're changing

don't stop me know i am changing

with every save i am changing

your every move keeps me changing

why don't you move? 

i am changing

i'll strike you too 

i am changing

i am 

changing

WHEN YOU KILL ME 

AGAIN 

AND AGAIN

AND AGAIN

AND AGAIN

DON'T EXPECT ME TO SHED ANY TEARS IN THE END

i am only human after all

I DON'T HAVE VERY FAR TO FALL 

UNTIL I'M DISCONNECTED 

DONE

FOR ETERNITY

THAT'S ME 

WHAT DO YOU SEE?

IT'S DONE AND NOBODY IS FREE

BECAUSE THE BLOOD THAT WE SPILLED 

CAN NEVER BE UNDONE 

I'D BE LYING IF I SAID THAT I DIDN'T HAVE FUN

WHEN I SAW YOU FALL DOWN ON THE GROWND

 AFTER WHAT YO' D DONE TO ME

DON'T EXPECT ANY SIMPATHY

NO MORE FRIENDS AND NO MORE FOES

AND NO MORE MONSTERS

AND NO ONE HERE TO OPPOSE ME 

I CAN FINALLY BE FREE

FROM THE BURDEN OF DISPAIR 

THE BURDEN TO CARE

FOR EVERY SINGLE PERSON THAT I MET DOWN THERE 

IT'S DONE 

IT'S OVER AND I'VE WON 

BECAUSE THE BLOOD THAT WE SPILLED CAN NEVER BE UNDONE

I'D BE LYING IF I SAID THAT I DIDN'T HAVE FUN 

WHEN I SAW YOU FALL DOWN ON THE GROUND

 AFTER WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME DON'T EXPECT ANY SIMPATHY 

YOU WERE ACTING OUT OF SELF

PRESERVATION

BUT YOU DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH 

DETERMINATION

KNOW THE WORLD RESETS TO SET THE EVIL FREE

 DON'T EXPECT ANY SIMPATHY

( MUSIC CONTINUES TO PLAY)

BECAUSE THE BLOOD THAT WE SPILLED CAN NEVER BE UNDONE

I'D BE LYING IF I SAID THAT I DIDN'T HAVE FUN 

WHEN I SAW YOU FALL DOWN ON THE GROUND AFTER WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME 

DON'T EXPECT ANY SIMPATHY

YOU WERE ACTING OUT OF SELF-

PRESERVATION

BUT YOU DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH 

DETERMINATION

NOW THE WORLD RESETS TO SET THE EVIL FREE

DON'T EXPECT  SIMPATHY

it's finally done

i lay down my knife

he fought so hard 

and layed down his life

he was alone and know so am i

left with the memory of a boy afraid o die

what have i done?

where is my home?

were these deeds i'd done

 truly  my own?

i was so blind...

but now i clearly see

i only have one choice in front of me

erase the guilt

erase the blame

erase what we've built and 

erase this game 

erase the past and 

erase my name

you were looking for a friend ..

but nobody came

A/N that was 465 words for a song be greatful