HE DOESN'T LOVE ME. I don't think my dreams will come true. He as someone else. Some one better than me. I don't know what to do. I have wasted so much time on this one person who has their eyes on someone else. I don't under stand. Why can't someone just fall in love with me. Why does every person I happen to develop feelings for end up with some one else. I wish he would love me, but I think it's time for me to move on. I tried to before, it never worked. I just think love is for me. I want it so bad, but no one whats me. I don't understand how to fix this.
How do I get someone to love me. I think it's impossible. I'm average in beauty, can't socialize, very awkward, and losing my mind. I lost my last boyfriend because I went crazy and for some reason decided that being with him was not okay and had to break up with him. So how in the world did I expect a person who I hardly even know to like me. What is wrong with me.
Why can't I get people to love me. What's the point. Being loved is all I want right now. Why can't I achieve my one goal. Is there something wrong with me? I just don't understand. Even the most unappealing people can get a significant other, why can't I?
I think I should just accept the fact that I am going to be alone forever. I am just going to be that weird lady with 50 cats and guinea pigs living in a small overcrowded apartment with no future. I just need to accept it.
