I have a headache, I don't sleep at night barely, I'm stressed out, I'm sad, I'm in a supermassive black hole, I'm insane, I'm quiet, I'm too loud, I'm lazy and don't do enough, I have to be mature but I can't grow up too fast, I'm expected of all these things. People want me to do this and that, I cried today in school. I never cry, my family is concerned I'm letting them all down, I don't eat the way I should I don't do all these things I just wanna be me and get some sleep and talk to the bae and like breathe. I'm so overwhelmed to the point where I'm paranoid. I'm always being watched and if I fall the slightest someone's gonna see and I'll be letting them down too.
