Kissing In Cars // BEING REWRITTEN

X. Yeah Boy and Doll Face

i'm sorry for the really long delay. i am still gonna finish this story, if it's the death of me. i love this story and i've been on and off writing it since 2017 at least.

i don't watch the crew much anymore, nor do i consider myself to be in the fandom, but this story reminds me of all those happy times and those days i spent curled up watching youtube after a shitty day, and for that, i will finish it.

needless to say, Craig (MiniLadd) & Lui (LuiCalibre) will no longer be mentioned in this story at all as i cannot stand with someone who takes advantage of minors as a grown adult.

okay proceed :)

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Luke —

Truthfully, I don't know why I convinced Vanessa and myself to not tell Jon anything about how Evan's Sydney and our Sydney were the same person. I think, in a way, I thought I was protecting him from more pain, but really I was just causing more in the long run.

I mean look how it is now. Jonathan has refused my calls and text messages for the past week and a half now. He doesn't answer his door, but I know better than to use my spare key right now. He can't ignore me forever, but he has every right to be furious for a very long time.

I sighed while knocking on the door. It swung open

"Luke?" Sydney squinted at me, face confused with tear stained cheeks. "What are you doing here?" She moved her tiny frame into the doorway.

"Hey Syd. I know things have been really rocky to say the least between you, Jonathan, & I, but I'm done with it. I'm cleaning Vanessa's apartment, like you're aware of, and Jonathan found a note from Vanessa. I'm making a new vow to her which is no more secrets so I need to tell you something." She furrows her eyebrows.

"Um, okay. You can tell me anything." I sighed.

"Can I come in please?" She stepped back and opened the door for me before shutting it behind her. Her apartment was clean for someone who smells like they haven't showered in a couple of days and has tear stained cheeks. I sat on the couch, her sitting adjacent to me, hands on her knees leaning towards me.

"What's the matter, Luke?" I looked into her eyes.

"Your Evan and Jon's Evan are the same guy. That means Evan's Delerious is Jon. I've known for a really long time now. I just can no longer lie to you about it." She sat up shocked, her face quickly turned to horror.

"Oh my god. I hated Jon for so long not knowing it was Jon. Jon is in love with my Evan. Oh my god. Jon talked so much shit about how terrible of a person his Evan's Sydney was and it was all about me." She out her head in her hands. She looked up to me again, letting out a shaky breath before speaking again.

"Thank you for telling me. I know things between me and Evan are permanently over. I just wanted to let you know that Im in therapy now. I know how badly I treated Evan and I need help from the stuff in the past too. I just feel horrible for how many bad things I said about Jon to his face without knowing. Does Jon know?" I nodded.

"He found a note Vanessa had left and figured it out. He isn't talking to me right now. The good news is that him and Evan have actually met up face to face. I actually don't know what vibe I'm getting from them at the moment. I can't tell if it's overly friendly friends or two dudes being gay, ya know?" Sydney scoffed.

"Luke you are useless. It's so obvious to tell whether two guys are homie-sexual or homosexual. It's all in the body language and the glances. I'm not surprised that Jon got mad though. At least that explains why he slapped me, huh?" She smiled slightly, chuckling.