Silent Tears (Asano Gakushuu Fanfic)

Chapter 4: Sad Things

Chapter 4: Sad Things

"Is it his father?"

He smirk and little then chuckle. "Maybe" he stood up as I raise an eyebrows. "W-What do you mean by 'Maybe'?" I said and he shrugs. "You will know soon, Shirayuki-chan" he said and heard the E-Class students going back. "Oh, it's look like their back to class. Well, Shirayuki-chan I will see you around" he said as his figure disappeared through the woods.

I stare at my hands and slowly stood up dusting the dirt away from my clothes as I walk back to the main building part of me doesn't want to go and part of me wanna see Gakushuu. I just sighs softly and shook my head walking toward my locker. Once I open bunch of notes fell out I grab one of the note as my eyes widen.

You unforgivable rat. I hope you die now. Nobody needs you or loves you.
Just killed yourself.

My heart sank as I shove the note into my blazer pocket then close my locker. Probably one of Keira doing or Kaho. I stare at the notes and grab all of it then throw them into the trashcan. I was walking and stop in front of the class... I realize the class has start 5 minutes ago. I don't feel like attending anyway... I walk away from the class and walk to the rooftop I lean against the wall.

I slid down against the wall and sat there quietly. The hurtful words keep on repeating over and over again as I close my eyes tightly. I hug my knees feeling so lost right now...

You unforgivable rat

I hope you die now

Nobody needs you or loves you

Just killed yourself

Disappeared from this world already

Why did you born into this world anyway?

"Stop... Please stop"

You don't deserve anyone!

Shut yourself out

Just ate that freakin' pills and die

"No.. Stop. Just stop"

"I want you to forget about me, forget about the memories, the things we always do and the promises. I DONT NEED YOU"

"Be quiet already..." I whimpers quietly and hug my knees tightly shutting my eyes tightly. Soon, the recess bell rang. I open my eyes slowly and stood up before making my way to the classroom. I hid myself behind the wall waiting for the class to be empty and it did.

I slowly walk into the class feeling soulless and grab my lunch box placing it on my desk as I sat on my seat. I open the lif and stare at the foods. I pick my chopstick up and slowly ate the foods up. The door open up but I didn't budge to see who it was... All I want to do is being left alone.

"Where were you?" Shivers run down to my spine as I shakily pick the cherry tomato up. "I said. Where were you?" I place the cherry tomato in my mouth then chew it slowly. "I repeat one more time. Where were you?" I place my chopstick down and stare at the foods.

"You gave me no chance, Aikawa-san" he grab my wrist harshly as I gasps a little. He grab my chin making my ocean blue orbs meeting his lavender orbs. My heart start beating so fast. "L-Let me go..." I mumble.

"You still didn't answer my question. I repeat one last time, where were you?!" He growls and I gulp a little. "T-The rooftop..." He let go of me and I look down to the floor. "You weren't supposed to skip classes. You're a A Class student" he look at me.

"Why are you acting like this toward me?" I look up to him with teary eyes. "Why did you change? Where did the old Gakushuu go? Why are you doing this to me? Why are you hurting me so much?" I cried as he turn his back to me.

"Didn't I told you not to called me Gakushuu?" He said coldly. "I don't care about that! All I want to know is why are you doing this to me?" I cried and he glance at me. "That's none of your business" he left the class and slam the door close.

I fail. I fail. I sobs quietly and close the lunchbox then put it away as I sat on my seat hiding my face away in my arms as I continue to sobs. The words hurt me... But, I still love you even if you still said that hurtful words...

After School

Keira walks to my seat as I pack my things quietly. "Shirayuki. We're having a school trip to Kyoto next week, I'm telling you since you're not in class just now" she said and left. I grab my bag and left the class.

The words are still in my mind. I walk home and open the door. But nobody are there to greet me... I close the door behind me and walk upstair to my room. I put my bag on my desk as I unzip my bag grabbing my diary and pencil case I put the bag on the floor and start writing in the diary.

"I'm writing this sad things over and over again..."

A/N: hello hello! Here the chapter you're waiting for! Gakushuu is such a meanie toward Shirayuki -.- but he has his reason~ so stay tune for next chapter and keep on commenting and voting! See ya!