Chapter 5: Hide myself

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Chapter 5: Hide myself

I cover my face using my palms. I'm so sick... I can't continue this life again... It's no use, I don't care about everything around me. I'm the pathetic loser. I know... They secretly hate me for who I am. Why can't I just disappear like how they wanted me to? Why does all the bad things came to me? What do I deserve for this kind of punishment?

Sighing I look at the clock on my nightstand. It's already 1:45 o'clock at night. I has been staying in my room for hours and still in my uniform. I don't feel like going to school anymore. I just want to disappear. Gakushuu... You know I still loves you, right?

His name... His words are still in my head. My feelings for him grow even more. It can't be stop. I sighs even more looking at my diary... My tears fell onto the pages. I breath heavily as this cries of mine won't stop... I wipe them away as I stood up walking to the bathroom washing my face. I stare at my own reflection in the mirror.

My eyes are dull, dark circles under my eyes, my face become pale and my hair are messy. I splash the water against the mirror gritting my teeth. "Stop looking at me!" I yelled and shook my head as my knees weaken I fell to the floor breathing heavily. "Someone... Please comfort me from this pains and sadness..."

~Flashback~

"Gakushuu! Please be careful!" I look worriedly at the starwberry-blonde haired male up of the tree trying to safe the little kitten. He just grin and continue reaching his hand out toward the poor kitty.

He grabs the kitten and show it to me. "Look! I safe it!" I smile softly as he climb back down safely but having trouble landing. I run toward him and grab the kitten as I help him up.

"Are you okay, Gakushuu?" I said worriedly and he smile dusting the dirt off his clothes. "I'm perfectly fine" he look at me and I nodded in understanding. I look at the kitten as it meow and we can heard another meowing from distant.

"Maybe it's the mother!" He look at me and I nodded. He held my hand as both of us walk around the park finding the mother cat and thankfully we found her. I put the kitten down as it rub toward it mother. "I think we should go now" Gakushuu said and I nodded smiling at the two cats.

"Bye bye, mommy cat and baby kitten!" I exclaim as Gakushuu held my hand. Both of us walk home together singing the song we used to sing everyday. "Shirayuki-chan.." I hum in respond looking at him.

"Can I make a promise?" He smile and I nodded smiling. "I promise to both of us, we will always be together forever" we did our pinky promises and smiles at each other brightly.

~End Of Flashback~

I open my eyes only to find myself on my bed... I look around confusedly. Who would come into my house. I sat up and look at the clock. It was morning already, 5:00 o'clock. I walk toward my desk and saw a note on it. I unfold the note and read it.

Shirayuki-chan, I pass by your house and have a feeling something happen to you and I found yourself laying on the bathroom floor passed out. You need to take a rest today. Don't come to school unless you are fully heal! Take care, Shirayuki-chan and remember, your friendship is not end.

-Koro-Sensei :D

I put the note down smiling a small smile. I change to my pjs even though it's morning already. I lay on my bed pulling the blanket over me. Maybe... I should take some rest for today...

"I'm hiding myself from everyone..."

A/N: hello~! Here another chapter. So... What do you think about this chapter? I hope you enjoy reading them and don't forget to vote and comment! Cause' it me happy :) stay tune for next update~

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