Im back bitches.
~anon
It was too early to get up, especially after last night. The pressure in my head was still built up after the encounter with him. Im still pissed by how he acted last night.
But damn looked good.
It has been 3 years and I didnt think someones appearance can be so drastic, the hardened muscles, tattoos and new fashion sense. Way different from the scrawnier version I had come to love. Well used to..
While i look like an old bitter women who has never slept in her life, abounding number of bags under my eyes, followed by my drained pale compextion, that once used to always glow.
Interupting my thoughts, there was a loud, rushed banging at the door. I got up quickely, still a little startled. I looked through the peep-hole to be greeted by a worried Niall. I creeked the door open a little bit so he would not have to see the conditions me and Carly were living in. I shouldn't be embarrassed by my apartment, it wasn't run down or anything, just a definite shit hole compared to what they lived in.
"Niall, how di-" but before i could finish he bursts through the door, slamming it behind him, locking it furiously. His breathing was staggered and his body was shaking
"Niall, what happened?" I asked while he tried to regain his even breathing.
” Some group of fucking punks just started to chase after me!” He paused to take a breathe, while I was trying to suppress the urge to giggle (which I failed miserably) ” They just started shouting and- are you laughing?” I bit my lip trying to stop, but it was no use.
He brought me into his arms and hugged me like he hadn't seen in yea-- oh, right.
”God I missed that laugh” he chuckled heartedly. I just smiled taking in his words. I never wanted to leave Harry or the boys, but I couldn't face the judgment or destruction I was going to bring upon them.
” I missed you so much kid.” I sighed with a goofy grin plastered on my face.
”Mommy, who's that?” My heart stopped at the fragile choice behind me. I looked behind me to find the small little girl with dimples looking at me and Niall with a frightened look on her face.
” Sweety, this is mommy's” I paused looking for the right word, ” friend, Niall. Say hello.” I finally let out.
Niall got down on one knee, mouth agape and eyes bugged, so that he was eye level to Carly. She kept her eyes glued on the floor as she shuffled towards him. She looked up at Niall and greeted him politely. Tears brimmed his eyes as she spoke to him, he just replied with a simple 'hello'.
” Hey mister, don't cry!” She squeaked and hugged him quickly. He didnt know how to respond at first, but then hugged her back. His eyes fluttered closed and continued to hug her.
"Sweety, why don't you go in you your and play for a little bit, yeah?" She smiled and ran towards her room. Niall slowely got up and peered into my eyes. Clearly he was shocked, he knew that Carly was Harry's. I swiftely turned on my heels and made my way into the kitchen hopping he would get the hint.
A few seconds went by when i heared him pipe up. "You have to tell him Katie." He stated quietly, dissapointment laced throughout his staement.
"Niall, if it was that easy I would have told him already." I sighed. Without a word he left the kitchen and headed towards the door. "Niall stop!" I shouted, "It's one thing if Harry is mad at me, but i can't have you be upset with me either." I whispered trying to hold back the tears. People never understood the bond me and Niall had. Niall was the closest thing i had to a brother, and i really cherished that.
He sighed deeply and hugged me tightly. "You know i can never be mad at you Kates." He chuckled lightly
"Ill never grow out of that nickname, will I?" I asked laughing at my childish nickname.
"Never." He stated with a simple smile.
"Ill see you later Kates." He started to head for the door, an overwhelming sadness panged deeply in my chest, i could honestly say i didn't want him to leave.
"Niall?" was all i could manage to squeek out.
"Yeah?"
"Please don't tell Harry." I pleaded, pathetically i may add.
"I won't, don't worry."
With that, he left out of the door swiftly.
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yes, iam back. But im gonna try and do some different things here :) so 5 more read and 1 vote for the next update! Please spread the word about this story. im going to start doing dedications, and will need some co-writers/editors. Love you all <3
~anon
