04_Part 2: Letters ~♥

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[Mitch’s POV]

It was a rainy day, the sound of the heavy rain pouring outside resonates inside… it seems sad and dark…But even though the skies are crying… my heart feels warm, blessed, loved… I’m really happy and glad… Not even the coldness of the night nor the darkness that enveloping the skies can fade away the joy it had brought to me… His very special gift that was full of love.

This may sound funny but now, I can feel from my heart that everything that I’ve gone through…is slowly fading away… because of his words from his letter, I felt that I can trust once more… that I could love once more… and that this time… this time it’s for real…

Still holding his letter, I hugged the fluffy bear and lied on the couch snuggling the bear tightly with a wide smile on my face… I was too happy, so overjoyed, and was really surprised… I still can’t believe it that Luke actually did this… at first I thought it was a joke or a prank but as I read his letter… I finally confirmed that it was for real… that I’m not dreaming…

It was a dream came true…

Suddenly my cell phone rings… I tried to ignore it but it kept on ringing… so I went up to pick it up… =___=

“Hello… Who’s this?” I asked because I only saw an unknown number at the screen…

“Hello… Mitch, it’s me… Luke…” What? O__O

At that very moment when I heard Luke’s voice, I felt my world just stopped… the thought of Luke calling to me was still loading inside my brain… am I just dreaming it?

“Are you real?” I asked still unable to believe everything that was going on…

“Huh? …Mitch, are you still mad at me? I know that I hurt you…I’m sorry… I didn’t…” Before he can continue I started talking… “Are you really Luke…? I mean… is this real? I still can’t believe it… I hope I’m not dreaming again… because if it was I dream I don’t want to wake up…” I said as tears fall down my face… I don’t know but my heart is filled of mixed emotions that is welling up and wants to break free…

“Mitch… this is real… I’m not a dream…It’s me…the one who sent the package, the one who wrote the letter... and the one whom you are talking to… It’s me…I want you to believe in me…I want you to know everything, the real me... my feelings for you… I want to show you that I meant every single word I wrote on that letter… I wanted to say it to you in person but I can’t that’s why I called… because I want you to hear those words from my mouth… so please...would you listen to me?”

“I’m listening…” I said… smiling while crying silently…

“That night you left… I felt that everything was taken away from me, I was so stupid… I know I was… so I ended up hurting you…both you and Tina… I know that she had told you everything but still I want to apologize for doing all those stupid things to you… Mitch… I’m sorry… for being a coward… I’m sorry for being so dense… for not being able to know my true feelings before…  I’m sorry for hurting you… I just don’t know what had gone to me… I really didn’t mean to hurt you… I was so wrong… I don’t know if you could ever forgive me for what I have done… right now I know that you can’t forgive… I know and it’s okay… I won’t dare ask but I just want to apologize… at least now I had conveyed to you my sincere apology…” Luke said seriously… he’s voice was full of emotions that he really means it… it was pure and sincere…

All I want for Christmas is you ~completed~♥Tahanan ng mga kuwento. Tumuklas ngayon