Chapter 33

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Troian POV

I was calm the whole morning, but the moment I saw a pair of light green eyes in the door of the café we decided to meet, I started getting nervous.

C: Hey

T: Hey..

The warm skin of his neck touched mine as we hugged, and this gave me some feels. I couldn't fight against the heat which was raising inside of me, although I was just here to ..break up with him. Even if we've never been together... I actually just wanted to make things clear; that I was clearly not interested in him.
Also I would've never decided to do this on my own, Ashley was totally forcing me to do this. (Because actually I wasn't like..completely not interested. But..if I'd have to choose, and I actually have to...)

T: Sooo..how are you? How's your sister?

C: We're fine, actually. But not like you, obviously, what's wrong? You seem to be so.. i don't know, nervous?

He smiled, but I could see the insecurity, what means he had no idea what was approaching him. Poor Coltonbaby.

T: Listen, I don't want to hurt you but,.. you should not have any..high expectations of this.

C: This..like us?

T: Umm well..yeah.

C: Okay Troain.

His eyes were soft and shiny as always, without any disappointment or anger in it.

C: At first, calm down.
I totally understand your worries right now, but I also think to know exactly what you want to tell me.

T: Colton I don't thi...

C: No Troian listen. Really, do you think I didn't get it?
We both know that I hoped it could work, but...
I know you love him.

He knew. Of course he knew, what was I expecting.
Okay actually I didn't expect him to know, because I thought he..he kind of thought we would be getting together. But obviously he did think so. Before he ..found out?

T: Why would you know that?

C: So it's true, you finally admit it.

I thought about it for a second.
It was true, and I really haven't admitted it. Yet..
I stared at him, still a little confused about his reaction.

T: Yes. You..you are right.

He smiled at me, but deep in his eyes, sadness was breaking through.
I almost started to cry myself, because I reallt didn't want to hurt him or anything.
He placed his hands softly on my cheek and wiped away some possible tear with his thumb. I closed my eyes for a second, just to feel the intensity of his touch.

C: Go home now Troian.

He almost whispered.
I hugged him one last time, then he turned around to leave. Suddenly I felt like I had to ask him, otherwise I would die.

T: Colton wait!

He turned to me and looked exactly into my eyes.

T: We're still..

C: Of course we are. Why wouldn't we.

Some more seconds of silence and awkward smiling at each other remained.

C: Okay, then see you at school, friend.

I laughed and nodded, although he couldn't see it anymore.
Then I shook my head.

T: Hey Colton! It's summerbreak we don't..have school.

I could still see him shrugging his shoulders, without turning around, then I finally walked away.

I hope you guys like this one, I even wrote it before 32. I think now I'm going to slowly start some Treegan action, finally..
-L

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