November 4&5, 2016
SETH!!!!! He is actually driving me crazy. Last night during half time we were watching Hot Springs Marching Band i wAs standing next to him and i heard him tell Ruby to do something and she backed away saying, " no. Im not going to do that seth." And then he turned to me and said, " look, loren will do it!" He grabbed me by the waist and pulled me into him, grabbing my butt. I had to kinda just stand there with my arms around his neck. He drives me crazy, but i love him.
I cried last night when I thought about the fact that i will never get the chance to march on a field with this years seniors again. When he saw me crying in the band room as i went to say goodbye and hugged me so tight that all my broken pieces went back together. I felt so safe in his arms.
At this point im not sure of much. But one thing i am sure of...is that i wanna spend the rest of my life with him. 😘😍
