TMNT ~ The ninja named Babushka

29)Ignorance

After a week...

Leonardo's Point Of View

I was ready to visit Karai. I wanted to make sure if she is pregnant or not.
I was anxious.
If she was, she would leave us... But, I will be a father and I don't think I am ready for that risk. I mean it is a child...
Mikey is a child too... What if it is a girl?
I feel and I am an unresponsible, useless acuma.
What if she is not?
She will never leave Celine... No... Me and My brothers.

"Going somewhere Lee?" She said smirking evily at me.

"Yeess... Somewhere without you!" I shouted and wore a jacket.
Then, I run off.
It was a shame what I said, but she should have heard what I had to say!

I knocked the door.
Casey opened me.

"Yooo! Leooo... It's been a long time..." He let me enter and sit on the sofa near him.

"Who is there Casey?" Karai shouted from the bedroom.

"It is Leo Miwarai!!!!" He said." So Leo? Why you there? Does the action keep going?" He asked.

"I am here to habe a talk with Karai and... There is no need to ask. Raph informed you about the boring patrols, didn't he?" I said as he nodded slowly.

"Need a drink?" He said.

"Nahh... I am fine..." I said.

"You know Casey you are late for your hokey practise... And Leo doesn't drink. Drinking causes him doing... Things... You go... I will talk with my big brother..." Karai said and giggled.

She sat next to me and I played with my fingers only to fill the akward gap.
Casey was gone in no time.

She hissed.

"What is it Leeooo?" She said.

"Are you pregnant?" I asked her straight.

Her eyes scanned me and her hand touched my head.

"Yess... I am..." She said.

The last thing I remembered was hearing that: Calm doownnn! Leooo??

When I woke up, I held her hand breathing in and out.

"If you need anything for the baby tell me... About Casey... Keep it secret... I can't gat angry at you noww... Only for him or her..." I said and didn't let her answer me.

"Remember... I do not love you!!!! I will never do!" I said trying to calm myself down.

She didn't talk.

When I returned to the lair I had many problems to solve.

Something happened.

I saw Celine with Raph.
She smiled at him.
Her eyes looked at me.
She came near him and grabbed his head.
They kissed in front of me.
She didn't close her eyes sweetly as she did with me.
She was looking at me.

I ran in my room.
I hate my life.
I had three texts on my tphone screen:
I
HATE
YOU

I decided to not mind.
But, it hurts me everytime I see her.