Fake Smile

first day at school

Sigh  " finally high school at least I won't put up with moms Boul shit"

"aye Emily hold up won't you"

"hey eddy dam u grew you were so short now u taller then me"

Eddy "Ya Ya Ya at least I get to brag about it"

Me " oh shut the fuck up won't you"

Eddy "sorry can't help it, have u seen Brigitte? "

Me "no I haven't "

We went inside the school to look for the rest of the group . Eddy was a good friend all of them are but sometimes they start getting the wrong ideas and that makes it awkward.

"hey Emily what's your first block"

Me "hey Jordon and I have math"

The bell rings to go to class
Jordan "Ight well see you in break"

Me "ok"

I went to my math class I didn't know anyone there my anxiety started to show I was starting to shake and the girl next to me starts telling me how green I look I told her I was fine and gave her a smile a fake smile the bell finally rung and I was the first one to leave it felt like hours in that classroom but then I had to go to the next one English it was right next door atleast I didn't have to walk that much

Me ,sigh "here we go again"
I take a deep breath and walk in by my surprise all my friends were there I was releafed it was break and I was looking for anyone else I knew I found alot of people from middle school for a moment I felt good but then a guy I didn't know was walking towards me and that moment was gone

"hey u Brigittes friend"

Me "Ya why u looking for her "

Boy"ya we started dating about a month ago"

Me " oh that's nice "

He was cute and tall but nerdy very nerdy

Me" you better treat her right Brigitte is like a sister to me and if u hurt her u got me to deal with capeesh"

Boy "Ight "
Even though he looked nerdy he looked like a fuck boy to me .The bell rung I had to go to p.e while I was walking to the gym I recognize one of Brigittes ex Carlos was his name back then we didn't talk much I was and still am the shy type

Carlos " HEY EMILY"

Me "hi Carlos "

Carlos"what u scared of me I won't bite"

Me "I'm not scared of you"

Carlos" ah I see shy it's Ok I understand, going to math class?"

Me "Ya are u"

Carlos "Ya I guess we are in the same class "

I rolled my eyes and started walking faster I met Carlos when I was in 6th grade he was in 8th he was chubbier and his face was more like a ten year old boy now he looks fat but if he takes his shirt of he has a six pack he was shorter back then now he's huge I suolowed and went into the gym the whole time he kept staring at me and I stared at him . It was a short day that day so when the bell rang it was time to go home after the bell rang he asked if I was walking home I said yes he asked if I wanted company I never liked walking alone so I said sure  what could possibly go wrong.