Just An Act- Levi Jones

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TEXT MESSAGE TO: LEV:)))

I promise

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The thing is I can't. How can I promise to not hurt myself when that's the only thing I want to be doing right now. And it's all because of him. Hypocritically Levi Jones was telling me to promise not to hurt myself when he's doing a pretty fine job of hurting me himself.

Oh, let me explain,

Levi Jones and I met when we was 3, I was playing on the swings at my local park one day, my mother sat on the bench watching me happily. I noticed a boy my age walking to the swing next to me and the only thing I really remember about the rest of that day was how I told him I thought his spiderman sunglasses were cool and the fact that we have been inseparable since. Well that was until we started college last month. Levi found this new group, he always had this dream of making it into the music industry either solo or as a band. And now his dream was becoming his perfect reality, his perfect reality which made mine a harsh one. He became the newest member of this up and coming band called The Tide. All members, Austin, Drew and Nate was attending the same college Levi and I was accepted into. Both Levi and myself have found a love for music so as you can probably guess we both chose to take the music course this semester. Now this is where it all goes wrong. To gain a wider popularity the boys previous to Levi joining came up with a plan to bully a student, why you ask? Well I have no idea. Levi was against this idea to begin with but he was threatened to be kicked out of the band if he wasn't going to cooperate in the plan. So Austin and Nate chose the target. And that target just so happened to be me. Francesca Rose Clark.

This has been happening for a month now and behind the scenes of school Levi and myself have been okay. Things have been normal but its as soon as we walk through the school gates that it changes. He is no longer the goofy guy that I once called my best friend, he becomes his alter ego who calls me names, sends me threats and beats me to the floor till I am left whimpering in pain, he becomes a monster and I hate him. I have grown to hate the one person that I would have gone to hell for, and it was him that taught me to do it. He lead me to this feeling of loneliness and guilt and darkness. And now I realise that this whole time Levi Jones wasn't just my best friend, he was my light. He helped me see, my life was full of colour with him and now I'm blind, I'm in a constant cloud of darkness. But I love him and I always will.