Pretty Little Psycho (Gothem High School)

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The song is random, it's just catchy and it's been stuck in my head all day so I thought i'd share it with you all, it's called "lead you on"  by MGK

(Jokers pov)

I laid awake in the middle of the night as usual, unable to sleep. I just got lost in my thoughts after tonight's little 'event'

What did I just do??
I had sex with Harley *mentally smirks*
This is crazy, we've only been dating for two weeks.
Crazy is our middle name.
I know...
Haha, she was quite enjoyable, a little sloppy, but hey, cut her some slack it was her first time.
This feels weird, I probably should have waited a bit longer.
Hey  she consented, it's not like she said no.
Yeah i know, but still, I always do this, I get a girl to sleep with me and then I get rid of them, I don't wanna do that to Harley.
Are you going all touchy feeling crap on me?
No... I'm just saying, every girl I've met, I've slept with, told them lies, telling them I loved them, and I never did.
Not every girl. What about Alari???
DON'T CALL HER THAT! YOU KNOW SHE DOESN'T GO BY THAT NAME! SHE HASN'T BEEN CALLED THAT SINCE SHE STARTED F**KING WITH ME! AND LOOK WHERE SHES AT NOW! HOPELESS ANTISOCIAL FEAK WITH SCARS AND BRUISES THAT WILL PROBABLY NEVER HEAL!!!
Okay okay, I know, but she's the only girl you haven't slept with...
Yeah, because I couldn't, I didn't like her like that, she was like a sister to me, a best friend, a....
A parrner in crime?
Yes... She was my partner in crime, what happened?
You f**ked up. You ruined her mind, turned her crazy, turned her into a criminal. YOU GAVE HER THE SCARS AND BRUISES! NOT TO MENTION THE SLASH IN HER BLACK STONE HEART!
I KNOW! I KNOW IM AN IDIOT!
... She's the only one who's ever seen you cry...
Huh???
She's the only living soul who's seen you cry, everyone had seen you laugh, she's the only one who had ever seen you cry.
I know....
You trust her?
Trusted... She barely talks to me, she hates me!!!
Damn right. You f**ked up big time J ...I... I know...

I looked down at, Harley and smiled softly, looking down at her as she slept peacefully.  Something burned inside my chest.

'What is this?
Is this what love feels like?
No! That's crazy! I don't love! I'm the f**king Joker!'

The burning wouldn't stop.

'oh my god, this is it, I'm dying, I'm f**king dying, I'm having a f**king heart attack. Heart burn, something. What the f-"

My thoughts were interrupted by a small, kitten like yawn, I look down and see Harley turn on her side, facing away from me. I smiled.

I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her closer to me. I smiled as I pushed a piece of her blonde hair out of her face.

What the f**k is wrong with you!!!
I... I don't know...

"good night, baby girl..." I whispered, kissing the top of her head.

This is bad....
No sh*t Sherlock.